~ take it back~

Chapter ~51~

"Have you gone through it" she says. "Have you gone through it" I say back to her. "I have I am a victim of rape" she says. "Focus. On. The. Lesson. Not. My. Personal. Life." I say again. "I'm just asking a question" she says. I look at her. "Well don't" I say walking back. "You do realize my job is to ask questions" she says. "Yeah and our jobs it to sit and hear teachers talk and talk and talk and they think when they call on us or ask us questions we have to answer but we don't" I say sitting down. "How do you know all this" she says. I look at her not answering her question. "I don't have to answer to you" I say.

"That's detention" she says. I let out a giggle. "For not answering a question that refers very personal to me. Right so your gonna be a little pussy and give me detention!" I yell at her as the other kids look at me shocked. "Lydia that's enough" one of the kids Say. "No fuck off" I say to him. "You don't get to ask me questions teach. Student do the asking Teachers do the answering got it" I say to her. "Or do you need me to wright it on the board till it goes through your head" I say standing up and walking towards her. I grab the choc. I write "students do the asking teachers do the listening". I hand it back to her. "What does rape do to a person" she says. "It changes how they view the world, how they view men, how they view the whole scenario of happy, how they feel here and here" I say pointing to my heart and to my head. "What happens after a person is raped" she says.

"They go home crying wondering what they did wrong to deserve this. They blame themselves" I say to her. "What does the guy do" she says. "Wait for another victim or wait for the person they rapped the first time to do it again. Which makes the female loos all happiness, and loose all 100% chance to get pregnant in the future" I say. "What happened to you" she says. "None of your buisness " I say walking back and taking my seat. "That's it for today's lesson. Class ended early so enjoy the rest of your free period" she says. I grab my stuff. I wait for the guys as everyone is already gone. They stand up as we walk to the front. " what happened to you" she says. "all you need to know is he stole my happiness" I say giving her a small smile and walking out. "If you don't mind me asking, who was it?" She says. I turn around as Johnny grabs my hand. "My ex ex boyfriend" I say Turning and walking away.

We reach the girls. "God I can't believe you told her off" tommy says. "I didn't mean it it just happened" I say to him. "Hi" Susan says. "Hi" I say back. "So are you guys back together" Alia aks Johnny. "No we aren't" I say. "So lydia are you" susan says. "Yeah" I say not in a happy tone. "Shouldnt you be happy" she says. "Knowing it won't last long due to my incidents no I'm not happy" I say. The bell rings. I grab Dutch's hand and walk away. We walk up the stairs. "Ugh I wanna go home" I say as I reach the last step on the top. "We can after 3rd period" he says. "Good. I'm so tired" I say. We reach the class as walk in and take a seat.

The teacher begins the lesson as i already know the assignment. After about 30 minutes of sitting there listening to him rant the bell finally rings. I stand up. With Dutch as he wraps his arms around my waist. We reach the guys at the stairs as we walk to my locker. The girls come our way. I open it. "Johnny can you get my bag out of your car" I say. He walks to his car and pulls it out. He comes back and hands it to me. "Thank you" I say as I drop it to the floor. I open my locker. "Cover me" I say to them. The boys stand around as they take off their jackets and open them covering me. I open the bag.

I pull out the crop top as I slip off my top and put it on. I take off the bottoms and put on the leggings. I take off my heals and put on my converse. I pull out my Cobra Kai jack. I put everything in and slip it on. I put my bag in my locker as I pull out my phone from my back pack. I slip it in my pocket. I shut it. They put their jackets back on as I whisper a 'thank you' they reply with a 'your welcome'. I put on my jacket. "God I feel comfortable" I say jumping up and down just a bit. "Cmon let's flip" Ali says. I look at her. "I can't" I say. She looks at me confused at first and then excited giving me a hug. "So who's the D. A. D" she says. "Good question I don't know" I say. "Fuck I just remember committee after school. Guess I have to stay for the whole day" I say annoyed. We go walking to a lunch table. "No it's to hot" I say taking off my jacket.

I Lay it on the empty table. I sit on the table as the guys start laughing and joking around. I feel water being poured on my head. "What the fuck" I yell. Jumping off.

Ooooo! Who's the bitch!!! Agh!!