~ take it back~

Chapter ~53~

"When do we get to go home" Susan says. I look towards Johnny as I take the balloon out and tie it. "Uhm whenever we get everything done" he says. I let out a giggle and stand up from the floor. I open the other pack of balloons. "Do we have an empty crate?" I ask Bobby. He looks at me. "I think so let me go check" he says walking into the storage room. Minutes later he comes back with a empty crate. I put all the filled balloons inside. "Someone wanna help me blow" I say as I let out a giggle. "I thought this wasn't supposed to be sexual" Dutch says standing up and gripping my waist.

I let out a giggle as he kisses my cheek. "I'll help you blow" he says grabbing a ballon. I let out another giggle. I go sit down as I continue blowing the balloons.  2 hours later we get done with everything. "Johnny can we go home" I say as jimmy plays with my hair. "Yeah" he says. I smile at him and look up at jimmy. "How are you" he says. "I'm doing pretty good, how are you?" I say. He looks at me then looks away. I sit up. "Jimmy look at me" I say as he turns and looks at me. "If this is about you keeping it from I'm not mad at all" I say reassuring him. He smiles at me. "I just feel bad" he says. "Don't be" I say giving him a kiss on the cheek. "I love you for you jimmy, and that's not gonna change cause of one mistake" I say to him.

He grabs my face and kisses me as I kiss him back. I pull away and look at him and smile. I look towards tommy as he looks at me and storms out. I frown, stand up and follow him calling his name but he doesn't stop.  "Tommy!" I yell again. "Tommy Stop!" I yell again but he continues walking. I feel my eyes water. "Fine keep walking but don't say I didnt stop you!" I yell turning back around but instantly feeling a hand grab my wrist. "Look I'm sorry" I hear him whisper. I turn around and look at him. "You can't keep walking off like that...I really need you" I say but my voice breaks in the end as he grabs me and hugs me. "I can't stand seeing you with the other guys lydia. I really want you but I know it'll never happen cause you can't hurt any of us like that" he says. I let a few tears slip. He pulls away as I keep my eyes closed and then I open them. I turn to look at him. "Don't cry" he says wiping the tears. I see the guys coming our way. "Please" he says. "I'll try not to" I say as I walk to my locker and open it grabbing everything out.

"Why are you crying" Dutch says. "Tommy what did you do" Johnny says. "He didn't do anything" I whisper. "Just take me home so I can sleep" I say as I look at Johnny. He grabs my bags as we start walking to his car. I jump in the back and lay my head on Jimmy. "Cmon hurry she's tired" jimmy whisper as I start to fade into a light sleep. A couple minutes later I feel the car come to a stop as I open my eyes. I hand Johnny my house key as he walks and opens the door as the rest of us still try and get out of the car. Tommy grabbing my hand helping me out as I give a small smile. I take a deep breath.

We start walking up the stairs as Johnny comes walking out of my room. "Who do you want to go sleep with you" Johnny says. "All of you" I whisper  as I walk to my room. I slip off my shoes and go lay in the middle on my bed and wait for the guys to come in. I then hear a loud bang as I jump up from the bed and see tommy on the floor with a bloody nose. "What the hell?!" I yell falling to his side. I help him up. "What happened" I say. "Johnny punched me in the nose" tommy says. I look at Johnny. "Why would you punch tommy in the nose" I say. "He made you cry" he says.

I let another tear slip. "He didn't make me cry Johnny. I- I don't need this right now okay just stop fighting I'm tired and pregnant with your guys's kid so please just stop fighting and I- just stop!" I yell as I walk to my room slamming my door. I lay on my bed in the middle facing away from the door to the window. Minutes later I feel my eyes close letting me know it's time for sleep. I take a deep breath and let myself fall to sleep.

Sorry if it kinda short but I hope y'all are liking  this book so far. Uhm I was thinking when this book ends I'll start another book and it'll  be more like part one how they met and everything. Does that sound good? Please let me know!