~ take it back~

Chapter ~101~

I grab my mic. I take a deep breath. I walk onto the stage. Everyone starts to grab a partner and walk to the floor. I look towards Austen as he smiles and starts the song. I close my eyes with tears filling up. 

As a goodbye to my best friends I sing a song we know all to well.

(Play 'As it seems' by Lily Kershaw) 

Me: well I knew
What I didn't want to know
And I saw..where I didn't want to go
So I took the path less traveled on
And I let my stories
Be whispered when I'm gone
When I'm gone
When I'm gone
When I'm gone

I open my eyes and look at everyone as the boys have tears in their eyes, I look away fast as it slides down my cheek. I move the mic away and take a deep breath. As I start to break down just a little bit.

Me: well in this life
You must find something to live for
Cause when the darkness comes a callin
You go back to where you were before
Cause this life is as Fragile as a dream, and
Nothing ever really as it seems

I look at everyone in the crowd, look at Daniel for a split second and close my eyes.

Me and back up singers: as it seems
As it seems
As it seems

I open my eyes as He walks a bit closer to the front where the guys are, standing all side by side. I look at them and sing the next part to them as I change up the words a little. I smile slightly. All tear stained faces.

Me: well I lost my innocence when In I let them dive
But the way that they looked at me
Made me feel alive
And now I know nothin at all
But the release that comes
When you're in mid fall

A tear slides down my face as I turn back to the crowd.

Me and back up singers:  In mid fall
In mid fall
In mid fall

I slowly let out a sob. I take a deep breath.

Me: cause In this life you must find something to live for
Cause when the darkness comes a callin
You go back to where you were before
Cause this life is as fragile as a dream
Nothings ever really as it seems

I close my eyes.

Me and back up singers: As it seems
As it seems
As it seems

I look at everything around me as I know now that this will be last memorie I have for a while.

Me: ooo ooo ooo

I move my mic and walk to the back of the stage. Grab my back pack. I rush to my locker and grab everything out as it's now empty and blank. I Rush to my car. I let out a sob on the way home. I reach the house. I stop my car, grab my bags and walk in. I walk straight up to my room. I take off all my clothes and pack them. I look at my room as it's pretty empty. I leave my clothes in my bags at the door. I take a shower. I come out. I strip on shorts and a t shirt. I pack my important belongings, including my makeup and put it in a separate bag. I dry my hair with a towel. I put it in a bun. I sit at my desk. I grab out seven papers and seven envelopes. I print out six different photos with seven pictures of the same. I grab a paper. Take a deep breath, grab a pen and start to write.