~ take it back~

Chapter ~78~

As we sit at their motorcycles for lunch together, the boys laughing and smiling. I grab out my camera and snap a photo I never thought I would need. (The one above)

Bobby didn't look interested in the conversation. But I just couldn't help but keep thinking about what that guy told my dad. The cutest thing in the photo is tommy  and jimmy laughing and looking at each other but I will say the first person who caught my attention is Johnny looking down and smiling. He doesn't do that much often. They must have been having a really good conversation.

A good one that I must've not been apart of. I let out a giggle. The guys look my way smiling. "What are you laughing about?" Jimmy asks. "Well you see when I see my best friends laughing and smiling it makes me happy that I think back on how we met and it's still just so amazing you guys haven't given up on me yet" I say smiling. I pull out my phone. "Also this" I say handing it to Dutch. They all look at it and look back at me.

"This picture is amazing but my face" Bobby says. I let out a giggle. "It's just a photo Bobby. Your actually really hot. All of you" I say smirking well Dutch hands me my phone.  I smile and shut it off. The bell rings. "Man I'm ready for a nap" I say letting out a giggle. Johnny grabs my hand and helps me up. "In a bit" he says. I smile at him and look at tommy. He roles his eyes and walks away. I take a deep breath. I let go of Johnny and chase after tommy.

"Stop walking!" I yell behind him. "Tommy Stop!" I yell again and he turns around. "What do you want!" He yells at me. "I need you to stay..stop walking off like this tommy please" I say as a tear falls down my face. He walks closer to me grabbing my waist. "I'll stay" he whisper in my ear. I wipe off the tears and hug him. The guys come walking towards us and Johnny looks sad. Tommy breaks away. "Go get your stuff" I say to them. They start walking away. The only person staying behind is Dutch. "They like you" he says. I look at him. "Johnny wants to try again and tommy just wants you to himself, jimmy wants all of you every bit of you, Bobby wants everything and me I want it all to" he says.

" I know" I whisper to him. "I just can't hurt any of you" I say again. We walk to my locker. I grab my stuff out. Backpack and all. I walk to biology with tommy and Bobby. I walk in and take my seat. I ignore everything and everyone.
'She's my daughter!'

30 minutes later. The bell rings. I stand up. I take a deep breath and walk out of the classroom with the boys behind me. I walk downstairs. I rub my temples as I feel a headache coming on. "Hey you alright?" I hear Bobby ask. I turn to look at him. "Yeah just have a headache" I say giving him a small smile. "Are you sure? you look pail" tommy says. "I do?" I ask in a questioning tone. We continue to walk till we reach the guys. I feel slightly dizzy. I lean against the lockers and close my eyes. I open them and stare past the guys and get stuck in my thoughts.

Not now lydia not now!

I'm sorry I can't help it!

Well deal with it!

I'm trying!

"Earth to lydia!!" I hear Dutch say. I turn my head and look at him. "You alright?" Johnny says let out a confused giggle. "I'm fine" I say to him. "Cmon let's just get class over with I ain't feeling so good" I whisper as I start walking to music. Feeling someone grab my hand I turn and see jimmy. I smile at him. "May I walk with you?" He says. "Any time you want" I whisper to him. He lets go of my hand and wraps his arm around my waist. I snuggle close to him. "Thanks jimmy" I whisper softly.

"For what?" He says. "For making me feel safe" I whisper as we near the door. "Close till further notice" I read out loud. "That weird I was expecting a new teacher by now" I say to jimmy. "Then no class" I say excitedly. We walk back towards the guys. "There is no class" I say to Johnny. "Why?" He ask's. I shrug my shoulders. "Close till further notice" I say giggling. I see Daniel and the girls. "Snake alert" I whisper but loud enough for the guys to hear. They start laughing. "What are you giggling about?" Daniel says. "Oh nothing" I say.

"Look lydia just keep the laughter to yourself" he says looking at me. "Uhm number one you weren't apart of this conversation and number 2 don't tell me what I need to do" I say to him. "Boys we are ditching last period, let's go have fun" I say smirking and walking away. "What type of fun?" Dutch says behind me. "Gulf n stuff and go back home and drink or something" I say to them. I get in my car as they hop on the bikes. I pull out and drive to Gulf n stuff with the guys following behind.

I pull into the parking lot and take a deep breath.

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