2018: Wet Dreams

08: I Need Money

Shanel's POV

Nakasakay ako dito sa mabahong jeep kasama yung mga mabahong tao dito sa loob. Papunta ako sa Hotel De Casanova because I have transactions there.

I need money. And one guy is responsible for helping me in that kind of needs.

"Sa may kanto lang ho ako." Sabi ko sa driver. Then inabot ko yung bayad sa kaniya tas bumaba na sa jeep.

I saw Jerald standing in front of the hotel. He's good looking as usual.

Naglakad na ako papunta sa kaniya. Then he suddenly grabbed my waist and whispered into my ears.

"I miss you, baby."

He was about to kiss me but I quickly stopped him by putting my hands in his lips to cover it.

"Can't wait? I'll be yours for hours, baby. Just be patient, okay?" Mahinang sabi ko.

"Okay." Sabi din niya.

And then he holds my hands, tapos naglalakad siya papasok sa loob ng hotel. Nahihila niya ako.

I stopped walking with him for a moment.

"Wait." Bigla kong saad sabay alis sa pagkakahawak ng kamay niya sa kamay ko.

He turned his head on me, and he asked. "Why?"

Napa-buntong hininga ako. Tigang na ba siya?

"Jerald. Hindi mo naman ako kailangan hilahin. Nasasaktan ako. Susundan naman kita sa paglalakad papunta sa kwarto natin." I explained.

"Yeah. Okay, sorry. Mabait na pagpapaumanhin niya.

I put my left hand closer to his right hand, and then he looks at me.

"Let's go?"

He smiled, at saka hinawakan na niya yung kamay ko and we walked together in a proper way, heading to our room.

After we arrived in front of our room, he opened the door using a key.

Pumasok na ako. I walked to the bed, and then I take a seat.

Pagod yung paa ko kaka-lakad.

He is closing the door. Then he locked it surely so that no one can open it from outside.

Matapos naman niyang i-lock yung pinto, naglalakad na siya papunta sa akin.

He is now standing in my front, thinking of what would happen next. He is slowly touching my face, then he pinched it.

"Ang kyut mooo!" nanggigigil na saad pa niya.

Akala ko kung ano na ang gagawin niya.

After a couple of seconds, he suddenly kissed me in the lips and he maked me lie in the bed. Nakapatong siya sa akin while he is kissing me torridly.

His arms streched while he's holding the both of my hands. Hinihigop niya yung lips ko. I can't move my body because of what he's doing to me.

Bumangon siya. He started to remove the buttons of his uniform one by one, and after all of them was removed, he opened it in front of my eyes.

I saw his body. Sexy.

So, it's my turn. Dahan-dahan ko namang tinanggal ang mga butones sa blouse ko.

After ko itong tinanggal, hinubad ko na ito.

"What a nice bra." He smiles.

I smiled after him, feeling the excitement that thinks of me falling inlove for him.

Yung feeling na para kaming bagong kasal na gagawin palang yung honey-moon.

Jerald is hot. He's a kind of cute and clingy and a little bit aggressive.

Hindi siya katulad ng iba. Gentle lang siya sa akin.

I was about to remove my bra while I'm lying in this bed at nakatapong siya sa akin. Pero pinigilan niya yung mga kamay ko sa pagtanggal.

"No. Don't remove it." He said with a low-cold voice. "You look even sexier and cute while you're wearing it. So I don't want you to remove it."

He holds my wrists and making me to get up.

He grabbed my waist and his face are getting closer to mine.

"You know what, hindi man kita makuha sa panliligaw, makukuha naman kita sa pera. You don't need to ask me for sex to pay you." Sabi niya.

"You don't need to be fucked by me so you can have the money. Just ask me. I love you." Dagdag pa ni Jerald.

"Yeah, I know you love me." I answered him. "But I'm not the girl who gives you love. I give you the service you want so that you can give me what I want, too."

"If this is the only way I can do whatever I wanted to do with you like I'm your husband, I'll keep doing it. Kahit masakit, titiisin ko."

"We're just fuck mates. Okay?"

"Pero hindi lang fuck mate ang tingin ko sa'yo. I'm inlove with you. I know you know it, but you'll keep disregarding it. Because what you want is money, and not true love."

I'm speechless.

"For all the years we have spent together, wala ka bang nararamdaman sa akin?"

Fuck. What am I going to do now?

"If you're not going to do it, then I'll just leave." Sabi ko sa kaniya, na itinulak siya tapos umalis ako sa pagkakawak niya sa bewang ko.

I leaved the bed.

I picked up my blouse and wearing it again. I picked up my things and paalis na sana ako sa kwartong ito.

But he just called my name. "Mia."

Napahinto ako.

"I'm sorry to disappoint you. Here's the money. Please take it."

Napalingon ako sa kaniya, and he's already in his clothes. I saw the money he is holding.

But he disappoints me. Nakakawalang-gana si Jerald. Balak ko sanang kunin. Nagdadalawang-isip ako. Pero nilabanan ko yung tukso.

I don't need that money anymore.

So tinuloy ko na yung pagbukas ng pinto and then naglakad na palabas.

I know he will be heartbroken again. But I don't care about that. What's important to me is what I want. But he doesn't give me what I wanted, so I rejected his money.

Nakakainis naman si Jerald. Nagiging ganon ulit siya. I don't like it when he's like that. Nakaka-irita. Nasayang lang yung pamasahe ko papunta dito. Gosh!

Nang pababa na'ko sa 1st floor, I saw Jerald standing in the door.

Tsk!

Hindi ko na siya pinansin. Dumaan na ako sa gilid nito but he suddenly pulled my hand.

"Oh?"

I looked at his face after he is trying to suck my attention for him.

"I'm sorry. I did it again. Please forgive me. I just can't stop this feeling of love. I know you need financial support. Please take it." Sabi pa niya.

"Ang bilis mo yata nakababa."

"I used the elevator."

"Jerald. You've disappointed me again, this time. I badly want that money. Thank you but no, thank you."

Bigla kong inalis ang kamay ko sa pagkakahawak niya at tuluyan nang lumabas sa hotel.

"Mia... Mia!" he's calling my name, but I didn't listened and keep walking away from that building.

I can't believe he did it again. Nakakainis.