My Opposite, But Not Really

29: The Action

-Alexis-
"Your sure?" He asks for like the thousandth time. "Babe, I wouldn't lie. If I wasn't ready I'd say so. I want you." I grab his face, pulling it close to mine and kissing his lips softly. Even with this I can still see the worries in his eyes. "Yeah, I'm sure so stop worrying. Are you ready?" I reassure once again. "I don't want to... Hurt you." He looks down. I sigh, I don't want to be hurt either. "I know, but I trust you to take care of me. You'll be gentle, right?" I ask, stroking his face with my hands.

"Yeah. Okay, here let me take your-er my shirt off." He says, lifting his shirt over my head. "Does it hurt?" He asks, referring to my hickey. "N-no." I shake my head. "I love how I can mark you like this. No one else can do this to you, only me. Your mine." He says smiling, looking away from the hickey and into my eyes. His eyes are glowing with happiness. He places one kiss where the hickey is before kissing down my chest. I hold back a moan, it feels so good though.

He kisses my bellybutton so soft that I barely feel it. He's so gentle and sweet, I love him. He continues kisses until he reaches my underwear, then stops. He places his hands in the waistband, looking in my eyes the whole time. He asks permission with his eyes and I nod, hiding my face in my hands in embarrassment. He slowly pulls them down, I can't look at him so I keep my face hidden. "You don't need to be embarrassed or scared." He says, rubbing my hips soothingly.

I nod, looking up finally to meet his eyes. "Your perfect the way you are, no one can tell you different." He adds, smiling. I smile back although I'm freaking out. "I-is this your first time?" I ask, curious if he's done this before. He acts like he has experience. "No, I've had sex before but never with a boy. I know what to do, though so don't worry." He assures and I nod. "Am I your first?" He asks. "Yeah, boy or girl." I admit. He smiles, I can tell he's happy to be my first.

"I promise to stop if you say to. If you want me to stop at any time then don't hesitate to tell me right away. If you feel too much pain or anything yell lemon, that's our safe word, okay?" He goes through everything carefully. "I'll tell you if it becomes too much, promise." I assure, bringing his hand up to my lips and kissing it softly. "Can you uh- I don't want to be the only one without clothes?" I ask. He nods, quickly removing his pants and underwear in one movement.

He's big, bigger than me, so I know it'll hurt. I try to hide my fear but I'm not much good at that. "It's alright, I'll take care of you." He promises once again. I nod and he reaches over and grabs lube. Where and when did he get that? Whatever, I'm thankful for it. "Okay, I have to loosen you up a bit so it doesn't hurt as much, alright?" He asks, raising an eyebrow. "I uh... I've f-fingered my-myself before." I admit, cringing at my own words.

"Okay, well it's different if someone else is doing it. Can I begin?" He asks. "Yes." I say confidently. He puts a decent amount of lube on his finger, rubbing it against my hole, before slowly entering it into me. He moves in and out of me, slowly at first then getting faster. It feels strange to have someone besides me do this, but I know it'll get better once I'm used to it. He cautiously adds another finger, looking into my eyes the whole time to make sure I'm okay.

He adds a third and although I've done this before, his fingers are bigger than mine so it hurts more. He does this for some time, and eventually it does start feeling good. He pauses, looking up into my eyes once more. "I need to know if your ready?" He asks, pulling out his fingers. I whimper slightly at the loss of contact, missing the warmth of his fingers. "I'm ready, no doubt in my mind." I say with a small nod, I want him to know I'm honest.

He sighs. "Remember, lemon. If it's too painful-" "Babe, I'm okay. I'll be honest. Just start okay?" I interrupt him, placing my small hands on his arm. "Yeah, okay. I'm sorry I'm so worried about you." He says with a nervous laugh. I nod and he gets in position, putting lube on himself then adding a bit more to my hole. "Don't look away from my eyes, okay? I want to see your face, not only to see if somethings wrong but to see the pleasure too." He says, leaning down and kissing my forehead.

He puts his tip against me, looking into my eyes the whole time, and I give him one final nod. This is it, I'm losing my virginity. He never loses eye contact as his dick goes in my hole. I wince in pain as it goes all t way in, fast. He leans down, close to my face, caressing my face as he slowly slides the rest of him inside of me. It hurts and tears run down my check, but he kisses them away. "It'd have been way worse if I went slow. Tell me when to move, I'm giving you time to adjust." He says, placing his head on mind.

It hurts to bad to talk, so I just nod. It's been awhile, almost three minutes, and I've gotten used to it. "O-okay." I pant. He slowly moves out, then slowly goes back in, grunting quietly as he does so. "Tell me when to speed up, anything you want me to do I'll do it." He says, going as slow as possible. It hurts but the slowness is killing me. "F-faster. Ca-can you kiss my n-neck?" I ask. He smiles, doing what I asked. He places sloppy kisses on my neck and speeds up his pace, causing me to moan out but I quickly cover my mouth.

"Don't." He demands, reaching up and taking my hands away from my face. "I want this to be enjoyable, I want to hear you." He says, kissing my lips hard. He's still being so careful and not going as fast as he'd like. "Y-you can go faster." I pant. He nods, doing what I suggested. I can tell it's killing him, but he's so worried about me that he won't be able to enjoy it. He goes faster, I know he won't go any faster than that today, because he wants me to be okay. "Are you close?" He asks, panting.

I guess he could tell from my breathing because I really am. I nod frantically, god this feels amazing. "Me t-too, want me to pull out?" He asks. Truthfully, I don't. It feels good and I don't want it to end. I want the full experience, I want to feel him. "N-no. Unless y-you want t-to." I admit, moaning loudly as he keeps pounding into me. I'm about to cum, and he knows it. He reaches down, and for the first time he strokes my dick. Slowly until it becomes too much and he speeds up.

I cum and at the same time I can feel his shooting inside of me. We both pant as we come down from our high, him pulling out and collapsing down next to me. "Everything okay, baby?" He asks once our breathing is back to normal. "Everything is perfect." I sigh, burying my face into his neck. "I know your sleepy, but I have one more thing to do so wait here for a moment, I'll be right back." He says, getting off the bed and heading into the bathroom. I can't help but watch as he walks away.