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< PLEASE READ! Okay, so before this chapter begins. Let's have a little chat. So, I want to ask if some of you guys can stop begging me to publish a new chapter. Believe me, I love writing this book SO much. But I also have a life, and I can't publish everyday. I wish I could, but I can't like I used to. It gets very exhausting and hard for me. I enjoy making edits on tik toks, And posting there as well. So when the video doesn't have anything to do with this book, please don't beg me. Like it's okay if you mention it, or say 'can't wait for the next chapter!' But please don't beg me like, 'post the next chapter now please.' (That's just an example, I don't think anyone really said that specifically.) and it's okay if you joke about it like, 'get back to writing😈' you know? But yeah. Next thing, So I've been trying to figure out my password for the past 6 hours. Yeah, 6 hours straight. And I cannot figure it out. All I want to do it interact and talk to you all. Knowing past me, I didn't think this would get any recognition- so I probably put something VERY random. I will continue to try, but I'm exhausted from trying everyday. If you go to my tik tok page @ mcytzee , I can interact on there. I'm so sorry I can't reply to anything, I want to so bad. I read everyone's comments and I try to reply to some of them, but as I said- it just doesn't let me. So, that's my rant. But I just wanted to make you all aware of my situation. And also, I saw some recommendations for songs in the comments- and I'm just wondering.. do you all stalk me? I looked and there's this one song that I've already planned for a future chapter 😭 I won't spoil it though. Anyways, Go get a snack while you read this chapter! >

*TW: abuse, mentions of rape, guns, and knives.*

* .. Carter's POV *

I punched my wall. I paced back and forth, biting my nails.
"Boss?" Fionn knocked on my door.
"What the fuck do you want." I replied.
"You need to come out here. You've been in this basement, ALL FUCKING DAY." Fionn demanded as he opened the door.
"Don't you fucking speak to me that way. I don't need to come out." I told him.
"Well, then what are we doing here? You keep us here. You literally force us to do so many bad things. What's the point of your just going to sit here and do nothing!" He said. He's never talked to me like this, surprisingly. Fionn was usually- shy to me.
"BUT I AM! I AM DOING SOMETHING!" I yelled at him. "I am trying to get Y/n to text me back! To come back!"
"Why can't you just forget y/n?! They don't love you." He said. He backed away a little.
I glanced over at my knives on the wall, then back at him. I clenched my fists.
"You need to stop this attitude." I told him.
"Y-yes, boss. So sorry boss." He said. He closed the door and walked out.
I sat down quickly. I was so stressed. Why. Why doesn't Y/n love me like my family told me they would? The contract isn't something that our family jokes about. Y/n used to do almost everything I told them too. They used to love me.
I tried to text them again. I waited. My leg bounced quickly.
*minutes pass.*
"Fucking hell!" I yell.
Sure, it's 12am. But y/n was always up at this time.
I heard another knock on the door.
"Fuck off!- Fionn!" I yelled.
"Boss. You need a break. Just- come out here." Fionn begged.
"Do you want me to kill you too?!" I screamed.
"N-no.. you- you just need to come out." He said.
"NO!"
"Yes..! You've been in there all day. Y/n is probably sleeping." Fionn said.
"Or ignoring me."
"Yes. And I know you don't like that, but you can't do anything about it." He told me.
"Well- I can." I replied.
"Not tonight. No, no.. boss we are so sick of doing this for you. I hate working for you. I hate hurting people."
"I know Fionn. But you need to understand that Y/n was mine. They belonged to me. And now they've fallen out of my grasp." I told him.
He opened the door to look at me. "And they will continue to do that." He told me.
"No, no.. no. Not if I do something about it." I say.
"There's nothing- wait.. wait boss, no." Fionn says.
"What? What's the harm?" I ask. "Just stopping by for a little visit would be fine.. it'd be fine..!" I say.
"It's midnight. And you doing this would cause everyone worry. Including me. We aren't only worried for you, but we are worried for Y/n." He rants.
"Look, Fionn. I know you don't want to do these things. But you know what will happen if you don't." I tell him. I give him a little fake smile.
He was about to leave, but stopped himself. "What made you two split up anyways?" He asked.
I groaned.
"Well.." I began.

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