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Naupo ako sa bleacher. I was still in deep thought about the man. I can't believe I have a cousin like him. He is too far to be my cousin. Well, may lahi nga pala sila mommy ng Brazilian kaya hindi nakakapagtaka. Pero sobra naman siya.. sobra na ang pagiging gwapo niya.
I unconsciously bite my lower lip and swung my feet. Marami na kaya siyang naging girlfriend? Or flings perhaps? Sa itsura niyang iyon, I doubt kung wala man. I'm sure girls flocks over him. From his hazel brown eyes, to his thick lashes and eye brows, to his pointed nose and kissable lips. Which I'm sure marami nang nahalikan.
Napanguso ako, why do I have this heavy feeling just by thinking of it?
I sighed and shook my head. Hindi ko dapat iniisip ang gano'n. Of course he will have a girlfriend or whatsoever. It's none of my business anymore.
I should enjoy the flowers instead. Napangiti ako sa hawak. Mula nang magkamuwang ako, I always adore the green color, the color of nature. And the sunflower. Hindi ko alam but my lips will automatically smile with the sight of these. At lagi ko itong pinipitas kapag may nakikita sa daan. Not minding if mapagalitan ako ng may-ari, sharing is caring kaya.
They should share their blessings, para naman marami pang dumating sa buhay nila. I chuckled.
My parent's always taught me that I should always think of others and share my things. Kasi kung ano daw ang gawin ko sa kanila, they will do the same. Mahina akong napatawa. It's somewhat ridiculous.
Yes, I do the sharing. I think about my peers and do them good. Pero bakit may mga tao pa rin na mapagsamantala? Instead of saying thank you, they will complain and that. Hindi sila nakukuntento sa kung ano ang kaya kong ibigay. They will be angry at me na halos isumpa na ako. Hindi man lang iniisip kung ano ang mararamdaman ko. And I started to doubt what they believed in.
That's indeed the nature of the man.
I smile watching the flower in my hand. Sa simpleng bagay na ito, nagagawa nitong pagaanin ang nararamdaman ko. I took my phone in my pouch when I feel it vibrating.
From: Mommy💛
Where are you honey? Lunch is ready, come here na.
Napanguso ako, hindi pa ako nagugutom. Pero kabastusan naman kung hindi ako sasabay sa kanila. And I should join them before they leave.
"You are in what year Angel?" tita asked. We are now in their dining area.
I smiled at her before slicing the pork. Tito and Daddy were talking about business. "Third year college na po, Business Administration." I politely answered.
Ngumiti siya sa akin bago bumaling sa katabi niyang anak. That I think the second one. "Pareho pala kayo nitong si Dwayne. It's great, para naman may kasama ka." I glanced at Dwayne, so magkaklase pala kami. Hindi ko naman na kailangan ng bodyguard in the first place.
"Oh mabuti naman hipag. My Angel is so picky pa naman to make friends." Si mommy.
I pouted, how can I not be picky when I they aren't even true.
"I'm sure maraming magiging friend si Angel sa University." Dagdag ni tita, hindi nalang ako sumagot.
Tito Emmanuel and Tita Clarries has two son. The one in front of me was Dwayne na laging nakasimangot. Singkit ang kaniyang mata na kapansin pansin talaga. He's also wearing eye glasses, that adds to his appeal. Habang ang isa kong pinsan ay iyong lalaki na nasa garden kanina. And yes, I am right, he was the D they were talking about. His real name is Drake Chua Damascus.
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