Hi! It's Ace or Karma. Whatever you wanna call me. Just venting. Don't have to read it.
So I've been clean from self harm for over a week now. I'm super happy about that and really proud of myself.
I've been forcing myself to eat at least something even if I'm not hungry so I've still been getting 3 meals a day.
I had a fight with my mom and she left the house. I don't know what to do. I had a talk with my dad and he wants me to apologize. I just really don't know what to say.
I started having some flashbacks of the traumatic thing that happened and kinda had a breakdown in my room. Now I remember more and it's even more disturbing than I thought. I just want this to go away. I don't know what to do. I'm in therapy, I take meds, my parents and friends are super understanding. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess I just fucked up again.
I think I just heard my mom get back. I'll update you guys if you really wanna know what happened. But stay safe lovelies. Don't do what I'm doing. Take care of yourself.
Sincerely, the alone fucked up depressed gremlin who may or may not need a hug, Ace/Karma ❤
