Lemme just hit y'all with the Yams angst rq.
Love.
It gives you butterflies in your stomach.
Sweaty palms.
Stuttering.
But I didn't know it could hurt.
That it could hurt knowing you'll never be chosen by the one you love.
That he's just out of reach.
That you'll never be tall enough to get to him.
"Yamaguchi?" I was brought out of my daze.
"I'm helping you with English homework and you don't even listen to me?" He said annoyed. I've done it again.
"Sorry" I apologize. Everytime. Everything is my fault. I must apologize.
Tsuki looked at me as if he was concerned.
"Tadashi, you seem lost in thought." He remarked.
"Oh it's nothing." I must brush it off, if not I'll be a nuisance.
He continued to explain the homework. Good. He brushed it off as well.
I sobbed on the floor of my room. Why? Why can't you see me the way I see you? Why must you stand on a podium too tall for me to reach?
The door opens. It's him. His face distorted with concern.
"S-sorry Tsuki." I say out of impulse.
"What do you have to be sorry for?" He says, sitting down next to me.
I shrugged.
He put my head on his shoulder.
"You do this to help me when I'm feeling overwhelmed. It might help you as well."
We sat in silence.
Kei Tsukishima.
You may never know how I feel,
and I may never be enough,
but I can enjoy the time we do spend together,
while you rest in ignorant bliss.
If I feel pain you feel pain with me.
-God.
