MBS1 : My Patient is a Mafia Boss

Continuation

  EZRA'S POV

After kong makalabas sa room na kinalalagyan ni Zack and Claire ay agad akong nag punta sa pinaka malapit na cr, may ilang bodyguards ang sumunod sa akin but I paid no attention at tuloy tuloy Lang ang lakad

Nahihirapan ako sa hindi malamang dahilan, ang bigat ng dibdib ko at ginagawa nung palabuin ang mga mata ko,

I feel miserable than before...

Ng Makarating ako sa cr ay agad akong pumasok sa isang cubicle, nag papasalamat din ako dahil walang ibang tao dto kundi ako lang,

no one can see me cry...

Humarap ako sa salaming then tiningnan ang repleksyon ko dun, I smiled bitterly...

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"Wag kang mangialam sa akin Ezra, Know your place please, Not because your my wife you can control over me, Stay away from my business, I'm warning you"

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"I'm sorry ok?.. I'm sorry,  Sino nga ba Naman ako dba? Liban sa asawa mo Lang ako sa papel, arrange Marriage lang ang nangyari sa atin, there's no love between us... Pero I learned how to love you when the time passes by... Why can't you love me back zack? Mahirap bayun gawin?" I whisper in the thin air then tuluyan nang umagos ang mga luha ko sa mata

It pained me badly... I didn't expect that coming, I mean we've been ok this past few weeks... his so sweet. It's like na he actually See's me now, Hindi tulad Ng bagong kasal palang kami na parang Wala ako sa paligid

I'm shock and surprised to be exact, I still can't believe na masasabi nya talaga sa akin yun, he even shout it out loud on my face, and to make it even worst may Ibang nakakita at nakarinig nun, it's so humiliating...

Asang asa pa Naman ako sa mga ainagot nya Kay claire kagabi..

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"She's My wife Claire, her name is Ezra"

"Yes, and I love her more than everything"

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D*mn! Alam Kong sinabi nya Lang Yun para tantanan na sya ni claire at Ang tanga ko na umasa nanaman ako sa mga salita nyang yun

B*llshit!

I'm really jealous on Briar just to be true, because she affect Zack that much, and it's not just Zack because Mathew care for her too, and of course Death loves her.

All the attention is on her and it makes me insecure, I mean paano Naman kami? Ako? Kung puro si briar nalang? Hindi ba sila aware na may risk din sa buhay ko?...

But who's I'm kidding? Of course Alam kong aware sila dun it's just that na hindi Lang talaga ako priority! At Ang sakit nun!

*sighed...

I should be used to this dahil buong buhay ko ay never Naman akong naging priority Ng kahit na sino, lagi nalang ako second choice at last option! I never been first to someones eye... I should have been not surprised at all.

Dapat Hindi na ako umasa pa, pero kase... on how Zack acted this past few weeks gives me hope na baka Ito na Yung start for him to notice me, pero Hindi parin pala

My little affection to him is not enough for me to be prioritize by him, briar still effect him more, siguro Yun Yung sinasabing first love never dies?

but in the other side I won't blame briar either, gusto na sya ni Zack bago pa man ako dumating and I know I can do nothing to change that fact, ako ang sumingit at humadlang sa feelings ni Zack sa simulat sapol kaya Hindi ko masisi si Briar