i'd like to say that me growing up was inevitable or blame it on others. both are valid feelings. yet i don't feel that way. neither do i blame it on myself. the universe put me in situations where i had to make decisions as if i was an adult. as if i've been down this road before. maturing at a young age ruined me. brought me nothing more than loneliness and addiction. i want to live life like a teenager. i want to only cry over relationships and bad test scores. i want to have motivation to do the little things and i want my parents to pat me on the back. i just want to feel like a kid again.
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Poetrysome may not make sense. appreciate my honesty and emotion. UMBRELLA TW FOR MENTIONS OF MULTIPLE THINGS! -ed -addiction -sexual assault/rape -self harm -intrusive thoughts -gore -and slight mentions of being manic • if your triggers fall under any...