i'm so embarrassed of my past.
it's not even a "ew that's me when i was younger" thing.
it's a "wow i used to be a really shitty person thing.
i would use people for attention.
steal things.
manipulate for money and touch.
i gave my body away to anyone who asked.
i just wanted attention.
i wanted to feel loved even if i would never see the persons face again , only for one night.
i was so disgusting.
i ruined myself.
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Poetrysome may not make sense. appreciate my honesty and emotion. UMBRELLA TW FOR MENTIONS OF MULTIPLE THINGS! -ed -addiction -sexual assault/rape -self harm -intrusive thoughts -gore -and slight mentions of being manic • if your triggers fall under any...
