i always talk about how every relationship i've been in has been shitty. and that the other person was toxic and treated me poorly. what if it's me that's toxic? i've been in 4 relationships and all of them are the toxic ones? i doubt it. it makes me feel guilty about myself. what if it is me? what if i caused them to lash out and pop pills and rape me? what if it's my fault?
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Poetrysome may not make sense. appreciate my honesty and emotion. UMBRELLA TW FOR MENTIONS OF MULTIPLE THINGS! -ed -addiction -sexual assault/rape -self harm -intrusive thoughts -gore -and slight mentions of being manic • if your triggers fall under any...