The journey of love....{#YourStoryIndia}

chapter 9

Romance

~~~ Let your scars fall in love. ~~~

^^^ Christopher and Kiara's attire for club ^^^

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It was exactly 3 months from Christopher's birthday and from the day he called me 'Kiara'. See this happens when you like some one. You remember every small detail about him, his likes, dislikes what he wears and...

"Kiara are you listening to me.?" Charlie scolded.

"Yeah..." and he made a face. What.?

"Why don't you tell him.?"

"What are you talking about Charlie." He exhaled strongly.

"Why don't you tell Mr.Richard about your feelings towards him." And I chocked on my saliva.

"How did....?" I haven't told anyone.

"Oh.! Cupid at your service." He said smirking, bowed down dramatically  and continued "....and may be you'll both might just hook up." And my worst fear came to surface.

"There are many reasons for not telling him Charlie." I said with a sad sigh.

"Give me one." He demanded. God he is more noisy than a girl.

"Firstly, he is the CEO of world's one of the most renowned organisation and have women or may I add all beautiful women on his finger tips.
Secondly, I am merely his employee, who is neither that rich nor beautiful, I am pale and simple. What makes you think he will even have a glance at me. Thirdly, I am scared of being in a relationship." I confessed.

"First of all Kiara you are not pale and simple you are beautiful and simply stunning and sturbban, you stand for what is right, you care about people, you are full of life and very joyful and the person who will have you will be a very blessed person who will cherish the ground you walk on and now may I know why are you scared of being in relation, I mean if you don't mind.?"

I smiled listening to his first of speech but listening to his last request my face became pale. I have moved on in my life but there are traces of insecurity. That is the part of my life I am scared of telling anyone, but Charlie I guess its time to tell him, he is my only best friends I have here. I pinched the bridge of my nose and mentally prepared to tell him one of that part of my life which I have buried in the darkest corner of my heart.

"No... its just... I had a past which I don't like to mention but I trust you enough soo...

I was 17, I know not a legal age to be in a relation but I was too young and naìvë, did not had the understanding between what is right and what is wrong. Than he came, everything felt right and good, we became friends he was caring, loving and understanding in starting. He made me feel happy and everything went right on the track. I was happy, we were happy but later he started disrespecting me. Suddenly out of no where everything between us changed. From happy go lucky couple to unlucky couple. After sometime he  started manipulating me mentally telling me that I am not worth anything, not good enough for anyone and many more things like I am filthy, fat and ugly and sometimes he used to beat me too which happened rarely, but did happened. I was too blind in love to see anything beyond him and his evil manipulative skills. I just wanted him back so I started dieting. I did everything he told me. I didn't  wanted to leave him because of my stupid unconditional love for him and my faith that he will change one day, and I will wait for that day. But after about some days of his behaviour I saw his making out with one of my classmate and that was the end of my tolerance. He was my first love and I was just seventeen for gods sake what did I do to go through all these and when I confronted him he told me that I was nothing but a little entertainment for his free time. He said that he liked the way I used to believe in everything he said and believe it blindly." I felt the fresh flow of tears running down my face and Charlie came and hugged me tightly, and I continued