𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 || 𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯 𝘫.

[𝟑𝟑]

contains
degrading
praising
blood kink
begging
oral sex
choking kink
mature language
mature themes
teasing
mentions of masturbation
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"Eren."

"What? It's true. I mean he did get to fuck you before I did."

"So? I didn't say it was good. You're assuming."

"So it wasn't good?"

"No, it wasn't that good."

"Damn. I bet he didn't even make you cum, huh?"

"Stop."

"Stop what? What did I do?"

"You know what you're doing Eren."

"No I don't, enlighten me."

Eren knew exactly what he was doing. He was getting me turned on. I didn't want our first time having sex being because he was jealous. I wanted it to be rememberable. I mean it didn't matter either was I'd most definitely remember it.

"I'm not saying it."

"Awww but why? Just admit I'm making you turned on, and we can leave the conversation at that."

"I highly doubt you would 'leave the conversation at that'."

"You're probably right."

"See, exactly."

"But am I, though?"

"Are you what?"

"Turning you on."

"No."

"You know you're a really bad liar."

We had stayed in silence for a while before Eren began to speak again.

"Do you not want to or something?"

"No, it's not that. I just don't want our first time having sex to be because you're jealous."

"Who said I was jealous?"

"Eren, you don't have to say anything I can just tell."

"Why do you always use my words against me?"

"Force of habit, I guess."

"Love?"

"Yeah?"

"Were you lying when you said you weren't turned on?"

"Honestly?"

"Yeah."

"Yeah, I was."

"So you did wanna fuck?"

"Not right now Eren. I don't think this is a good time. I mean this isn't how I want it to go."