𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 || 𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯 𝘫.

𝟑𝟓

I was currently getting ready for Jean's grad party. Jean had ended up throwing a huge party to celebrate our graduating class, the night before graduation. Everyone in our graduating class was going to be there. It was hard to think that this could very well be the last couple of times I see them all.

I hadn't talked to anyone about my plans for after graduation, and for good reason. There was only one person who knew, and that was Jean. I talked to Jean about everything. Jean had known about my graduation plan since freshman year. My plan was still the same, which was travel the world. After graduating, I had planned to travel the world. I wanted to get out and see everything. There was only one downside to this dream, and that was everyone else. Pursuing my dream meant leaving everyone else. If I traveled the world, then I'd be leaving everything I've ever known.

Traveling the world was something I always wanted to do, though. I wanted to get out and explore. I wanted to see oceans, mountains, and forest. Traveling brought me happiness. It's what I wanted.

My plans started to become a little fogged when Eren entered my life. Once Eren and I began to get serious, I did nothing but doubt my plans. Of course I didn't want to leave Eren, leaving is the last thing I ever wanted. I was stuck between staying with him and perusing my dreams. I loved Eren, the last thing I wanted to do was leave him. I was stuck between achieving a dream I had longed for or staying with the guy I loved.

I tried to brush my thoughts off and got dressed. I wanted to look presentable, the last outfit they were more than likely going to see me in. The idea of leaving my friends, wasn't something I wanted either. I thought numerous time about just skipping this party and staying home. I realized though, that if I were to skip the party then the last time I'd see them would be tomorrow.

To think that tomorrow was graduation day was scary, I'd finally be independent. I'd finally have to become an adult.

I zipped up the back of my dress, taking one last look at myself in the mirror. Eren had texted me letting me know that he was here. It was going to be hard to look at him, knowing that he had no idea. Eren still had no idea about my plans. All I knew of Eren's plans were that he wanted to go to college, pursue in some major. I knew I was going to have to talk to him about it some way or another.

I quickly blinked away the tears that had started to gather in my eyes. I didn't want Eren to see me like this. I didn't want my makeup to be ruined. I didn't want anybody to question me.

I exited my house and made my way outside. I saw Eren leaning against his car, waiting for me. He looked damn good while doing it too. I walked over to him, kissing him before making my way into his car. Eren drove us to Jean's party, while keeping his hand on my thigh.

We arrived and got out of the car. Eren and I made our way inside. We looked around for our friends before noticing them in the kitchen. Eren and I made our way towards them. I greeted them all.

"Glad you two could make it." Said Jean.

"Yeah, we are too."

"Hey, why don't we all do a round to Eren and y/n?" Suggested Jean.

"Why?"

"Because I think it's be good to celebrate that the two of you finally learned how to mature and ignore your differences." Said Jean.

"I'd highly say that Eren is far from mature."

"Hey! How did I get into all this?" Said Eren.

I shrugged my shoulders in response.

"But yeah, a round of shots is okay with me."