(𝟮.𝟭) 𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐘 ➣ {𝕤•𝕨} ❘ [𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗𝖘 - 𝖊𝖌 𝖝 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗]

𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄

This is the end of this book. 

Tony is alive
Y/N IS DEAD
DEAL WITH IT
HAPPY NEW YEAR

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• I know I am responsible for a lot of tears. Hell, I'm a crying mess too.

• Also, I know you guys wanted Y/N to die instead of Nat. But I wanted Sam, Peter, and Joanna to meet her once before she sacrificed her life. So that it would make her even with Tony. Both of them had something to lose.

• Here are a few things I would like to point out and give you another reason to cry. And I'm guessing you guys are already bawling your eyes out:

      ⇨ Imagine how hard and heart-breaking it must have been for the Avengers to remove the Stones from Y/N's dead body. 

      ⇨ Clint didn't name his child after Y/N, but Tony did. Nat sacrificed her life for Clint and Y/N did for Tony so he could have a future with Morgan.

      ⇨ Imagine Tony and Pepper explaining to Morgan that her 'Auntie Y/N' won't be coming back to see her when Morgan tells them that Happy taught her how to whistle and she finally got the hang of it.

      ⇨ In AOU, where Y/N was in the vision Wanda had put her in, Clint said 'You killed her'. And it was Y/N who was holding Nat's hand in Vormir before she died. That's why Y/N said, "Natasha, please don't do this to me." 

     ⇨ In Infinity War, Steve and Y/N lost Bucky and Sam. And in Endgame, Bucky and Sam lost Steve and Y/N.

      ⇨ When the female Avengers assembled, Y/N subconsciously left some space on her right because she was so used to Nat always being 'On her right'.

      ⇨ When you realize Y/N never had long-lasting happiness and sacrificed her life so that the others could get theirs. Her 'happy ending' was so close; yet so far away.

      ⇨ Joanna's suit that Y/N designed was somewhat close to Sam's. Except without the wings. Both had red goggles, both had red and black suits, (only difference was that Sam's suit had a few streaks of grey.)

      ⇨Y/N knew what was like to lose your lover and child. She didn't want Pepper to lose Tony like she lost Sam, and Tony to lose Morgan like she lost Joanna. So she snapped her fingers. She thought could go through it again because she had been living with that pain for 5 years.

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• The second book of this series is up! 

It's called 'RED LEDGERS'. 

It follows the life of Y/N Dmitri after the splitting of Avengers and then to the 'BLACK WIDOW' movie, with a few parts of Spiderman: Homecoming added to it.

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