Chapter 36 - voicemail

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The second Y/n entered her room, she closed the door and immediately started calling Lizzie.

She tried calling her tons of times but Lizzie never answered. That only left her feeling upset.

Just thinking about the fact that if maybe she answered one of Lizzie's recent calls, everything would have been better now. But because of her refusal to answer, because of being mad at her, things might not be good for even longer.

Y/n for the last time, tried calling Lizzie, but once again she didn't answer. After several minutes of her just waiting for an answer, she thought about leaving her a voicemail.


Y/n: "Hey, Lizzie." She awkwardly says. "I know it's been a while, and I know it's kind of weird that I'm sending you a voicemail- I don't think you're even going to hear it, but I want you to know that I am really, really sorry." She begins saying. "Ive got to be honest, 2 hours ago I was hating you. And not only you, but hating how much I missed you. How it didn't matter how much I tried, I still couldn't stop thinking about you. About your eyes, your smile, your laugh, everything that had to do with you. I just saw your last interview, and... I just- I can't believe you said that on tv. I'm really proud of you. You finally telling the truth about how you feel. And coming out to the world. I hope you were talking about me otherwise this would be so fucking embarrassing." she laughs with herself, takes a moment before talking again, "... I love you, Lizzie." and says. "You have no idea how all that you said in that interview made me feel. The happiness my heart felt after hearing all those words. The way I almost panicked of how incredibly fortunate I felt of just knowing I had you once in my arms. Everything you said there, is everything I felt when I was with you, and I can't believe I made you feel all those things as well. That comfort you feel when you're with me, I feel it every time I'm with you. When you feel like there's no one else standing on earth but the two of us only, I get that feeling too. You make me feel loved, Lizzie, because you're also part of my happiness."

After minutes of her giving her speech to Lizzie, she took another few seconds, like she was waiting for an answer, until she remembered she was basically talking to herself.

Y/n: "Anyways... I really hope you're having the best of your life now that I suppose you're free of hiding your feelings. I hope that now you get the chance to live your life, in your own way." She says, "I'm sorry if i ever treated you like shit, I really fucking hated you i can't lie." and softly chuckles. "But i can't really get over you, no matter how much I try, because you're what i need in my life. Please call me whenever you can, or feel like it... I miss you." She weakly smiles to herself before finally hanging up. "Bye."

When she hung up, she stared at her phone for a few minutes, like she was waiting for Lizzie's call.

While still staring at her phone, a notification snapped her out of her own thoughts. She checked who it was, a bit nervous that it could be Lizzie, but it wasn't. When she opened the notification, she saw it was Hailee a message from Hailee.

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Hailee

Hailee
Want to go get some ice cream? :))

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Feeling a little disappointed that it wasn't Lizzie, seeing a message from Hailee made her feel a lot better.
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I would love to.

Hailee
Okay. Good.
I'll pick you up in an hour, is that okay?

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