Dreamland

wonderland

my mind runs wild at the thought of why u left

left me

I thought we were everything to each other

but I'm just a small part of ur unforgiving story

what I wouldn't do to be more than that

as u work on urself u leave me behind

almost like u didn't even care in the first place

but that happens

all the time

all around me

people leave

they leave the girl who has nothing left to give

I almost don't blame u

why should I

when I devote so much time into others I forget to help myself

I almost want to laugh

maybe I have to endure all this pain

to finally let myself live...

I hate being left alone

but the dark can be such a kind place to a girl who never wanted to be there in the first place

a shoulder to cry on

my own

because I will always be on my own

you leave, I stay

I wonder what damage it would take for me to finally live free

I wonder who else has to leave before I get swept away by the tides of ur absence

I wonder when that day will come

or if it ever will