Dreamland

falling

When the tides of life come crashing down how do we handle it?

How do we protect ourselves from the wave that will inevitably destroy us?

Do we run away?

Or do we except it?

And let the water flow freely through us without worry of the outcome.

I wish I was that person...

I wish I could except the way life is and look forward to change.

But I'm just not.

I don't look forward to tomorrow.

I don't look forward to the future.

I feel the impending wave crash down on me and I don't know how to prepare for it...

Will I ever learn?

Will I give up?

I have no clue.

And a part of me wishes to stay in the dark forever.

To let the wave come close but never fully reach me.

Will I ever break free from my own self?

Who the hell knows...