Dreamland

what happened that night?

So I'm sitting here in the bathroom, bored. I wrote some things, they really don't pertain to my life but I was bored and thought I'd share

I'll play the fool so it wont hurt u
Just let me be the one to hurt tonight

I see u in a different light every time u walk through the door
Waiting for the day where u dont come back anymore

It was always me and u chasing those subway trains
Holding onto midnight like it was our last night
What happened that night?

I think I would go back to u if u asked me to
But I don't think u would
Because u like the feeling of going from hotel room to hotel room
Chasing the feeling of that teenage boy you once were

I go on that midnight train once in awhile
To see if ur heart would drop by
But u never came
You found a new feeling of adventure that u first sucked out of me

Now where am I?
Gone with the empty room where u left it all behind
Now who am I?
A figment of my imagination of a happy girl who takes the train for fun and not to be noticed

All I see are blank walls and colorless skies
Waiting for midnight to drop by
So I can maybe see u one more time

I see u in my dreams telling me to get back to reality
But its long gone
Just like ur love
And just like u
You took a piece of me that I dont know if I'll ever find again

Maybe someday I'll go seek a different light
A light that isnt u
Because ur gone and I am here
Sitting alone with everything to fear
My heart beats but only for the sake of living
Quietly holding onto the chance for actually loving

I'll just be here wondering if u will ever walk through that door
With open arms and that missing part of me

But only time carrys the unknown
And we all know life is full of those