Dreamland

i want to feel

why aren't I enough for myself?

i rely on other peoples happiness to feel my own.

i feel weightless when i'm around you.

but when i'm on my own i feel nothing.

absolutely nothing.

if you weren't here, who would i be?

why can't i be enough for myself.

i want to feel.

i don't want to be on this ongoing road of drifting to where I find comfort.

i don't want to live seeking the need of others.

but how do I stop?

how do i let myself be free of my own mind?

how can i be enough?