Fate In The Sky

Chapter 31

Hera

"Until our next flight, my stewardess..."

Those words will forever hunt me. I don't know what will happened to us, what challenges we may face without each other but one thing for sure, I will love him forever even when that love hurt me, even when it means to leave him behind because loving him is enough to free ourselves from hurting each other.

Tuloyan ko na siyang tinalikoran at hindi ko alam kung may babalikan pa ako. Sobra akong nasaktan sa pangyayari. Hindi ko man alam ang tunay na nangyari at bakit nila nagawa yun pero buo na ang desisyon kong lumpy dahil sa sakit.

I cried even harder when I reached outside, I lean on the wall to support my weight and I cover my mouth while mourning in pain. A series of tears escaped my eyes and every drop of it is an agony that my heart can't take it anymore. Mabuti nalang at walang taong dumadaan sa floor na ito so I took my time to cry because I can't barely stand up and drive with my condition.

I tried to calm myself and slowly composing myself. Hindi ko alam saan ako dinala ng mga paa ko at dire-diretso akong naglakad patungo sa may hagdanan patungo sa rooftop. I want to breath, I'm too suffocated and hurt. Hindi na alam ang gagawin ko, too much pain I endure right now and I want to stop because there is someone inside me who'll get hurt too.

This is my one of the reason why I'm too hurt right now, my baby. I feel sorry for my baby because I think he won't be able to meet his daddy soon. I feel sorry for my baby because I can't promise him to give him a perfect family. It's just I can't deal with the pain he is giving me right now and it will hunt me forever.

"I'm sorry baby..." I cried out when I reach the top.

Slowly, I pushed the door and on my surprise, my heart sunk down and my world fell apart now. I just witnessed a romantic set-up here. A table for couple in the middle while white and red balloons filled the floor, romantic candles every edge and one thing that thump my heart. I see a projector screen near the table, walang ano man naka'play pero may naka'pause na video sa laptop. Nakatitig ako nito bago ko ito nilapitan. Nagdadalawang isip ko itong pinlay but the urge pushed me to.

A droplet of tears escaped my eyes, my heart drowned and my knees getting weak.

When the video is already playing, our video together inside the plane played first together with background music 'Guess I'm in love' by Clinton Kane. I closed my eyes and started crying again, the word 'love' the way he addressed me before hurt me now, our laughter filled the video. I opened my eyes once again and other random video played together with our pictures until I reached the most heartbreaking part. A moment of silence while his face flashed on the screen.

"Hi love! Happy valentines day. So today's heart day? Well I thought it's everyday because whenever I'm with you it's always a heart day, corny to hear love but that's the fact. I just want to say that I love you everyday and I keep missing you everyday, hindi man tayo magkakaintindihan sa ibang bagay and sometimes we fight but I promise you to keep fighting for us no matter how hard the situation is because loving you is worth fighting for. Hindi ko na alam kung ano pang sasabihin ko sayo because words alone isn't enough to express how I really love you. I'm just hoping for the both of us to keep fighting for our love even to our uncertain times because we keep holding on until we reach the altar. I love you always future Mrs. hesthea Raeleigh Fierro..."

His video message ended with a bright smile and the music continued playing but I finally give up, wala nang' sapat na lakas ang tuhod ko para manatiling nakatayo. How can he say those words while screwed up with his ex behind my back.