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𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐈 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐇 ➟ 𝘼𝙪𝙜𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙖, 𝙈𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚
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i wonder what it feels like to die.
does everything just turn black like when you're asleep or what ? i threw my black hoodie on deciding not to put makeup over my cut marks today.
it was tiring constantly putting it on there but i just didn't want anyone to question me about it when i'm fine.
well i'm not fine but i just convince myself that i'm fine, i reconnected myself with my family so i have to be okay, right ?
i slid some joggers on then grabbed my macbook leaving out of my bedroom and going into my living room. i went over to the thermostat and turned it up some because of how cold it was.
i sat down on my couch and grabbed my throw blanket throwing it on my body. my phone started ringing on the table and i sat there ignoring it.
you ever feel like the more you ignore the call the longer it gets ? yea that's what the fuck is happening right now.
i smacked my lips leaning over and getting my phone off the table seeing the name " bubba 👩🏽🤝👨🏾" flash across the screen.
i answered it seeing his big ass head in the camera.
" the fuck took you so longer to answer " he questioned with a mug on his face.
" bitch this MY phone i PAID for it AND I PAY THIS PHONE BILL, so don't go questioning me about shit i do with MY phone " i stated mugging back.
" get spit slapped from yo mouth lani, where you at ? "
" at home, where else would i be at ? fucking idiot "
" bitch get off yo period, i'm finna pull up "
" you're not welcomed, i just saged my home. your negative energy isn't needed here " i stated and he looked at me like i was dumb.
" i hate a spiritual bitch "
" this why youn needa be in my home cause i hate niggas like you "
" i got some folks wimmie, i'm pulling up now " he said hanging up and i went to text him.
bubba 👩🏽🤝👨🏾
who are you to invite yourself along with your creatures to my home ? my SANCTIFIED home at that,
look at you with yo negative energy..
sean- boy fuck you, door locked good luck getting in.
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i heard my door knob start to rattle and i locked at it ignoring it opening my macbook up and going to netflix.
