I need you

24:: Aftermath

Y/n pov
I walked back up to my room holding onto my chest. Thank the lord thats over, I thought I would pass out if I stayed in that situation too long.

I look in the mirror and sigh. Her wants to go on a date? Why now?

I didn't think too much about it because knowing me I would have let it eat me up. Soo went and got ready for tonight.

I didn't know what I should wear so I just put on some jeans and a crop top. I pulled my hair up in a messy bun.

I looked at myself in the mirror and nodded, this will do. I thought as I walked out and down stairs.

I walk to the kitchen and see Lisa still here. "Hey? Is everything ok with Jungkook?" I ask. She smiles and nods.

"Yea, I'm surprised that you're not more upset with me." She says. "Why would I be?" I ask. "Well because me and Jungkook are kinda a thing now, not to long ago y'all were a thing..." she says.

I look at her and give her a reassuring smile. "Lisa, it's fine. I'm the one that moved on first anyways and it's not like we were dating." I say.

   "Yet." She says. "What do you mean?" I ask. "Everyone thought y'all were gonna end up together, I was actually hoping you'd end up together, back then of course." She says.

"Yea, I thought the same. But now, I feel something for Taehyung I just don't know if I should let those feelings get to strong." I say.

"Do you love him?" She asks. "I think I'm falling in love with him, but I'm not In love with him." I say. "Yet." She says with a smirk.

"Shut up." I say as I laugh softly and push her. "Ok ok, well put him to the test." She says. "What do you mean?" I ask.

"I mean the next time yall have alone time see what he does and see if he is someone who you could love." She says.

"Yea, we are going out tonight, he has something planned, I'll do it then!" I say with a smile of accomplishment. Lisa pats me on the back and Jungkook walks in.

He glances at me and my smile went away, he then walks to the door to leave. "I'll be right back." I say to Lisa. "Ok." She says as she sits down.

I follow him outside and he runs his hands through his hair. "Hey Jungkook are you ok?" I ask as I get closer to him. "Don't do this anymore y/n." He says which makes me confused.

"D-do what?" I ask. "Don't be with him! You were supposed to be with me... and now, you've chosen him!?" He says as tears build up in his eyes.

"Y/n... pick me, I'm the better man." He says. "Jungkook you're talking crazy." I say. He sighs and grabs my shoulders and pulls me close to him.

"Y/n, do you know how you make me feel? You make me feel.... Like I.. like I love you.." he says as he smashes his lips onto mine.

It felt like I was on a princess movie, why didn't he fit so well with me in this moment, it's like the first time I felt something for him.

I must admit jungkook used to be the man I wanted, then taehyung came into my life.

And even now as I'm practically making out with jungkokk all I can think about is taehyung. Why does my life have to be so hard.

He pulls back and looks me in my eyes. "See, you still have feelings for me weather you want to admit it or not." He says as he runs his thumb along my bottom lip.

   He was right, even if there were small feelings, they were still there. I hated that because I think I might love Taehyung....

    "Jungkook I-" I was cut off by someone, "what the hell!" A familiar voice says. I turn around to see Taehyung glaring at jungkook.