I need you

34:: Redemption

  I woke up to someone humming and something wet tapping my face. I opened my eyes to see y/n with a wash rag.

   My face.. it hurt.. all over and my head.. oh god my head away pounding. "W-what?" I said as I tried to sit up but y/n pushed me back softly.

   "Don't you'll make your head hurt even more if you do, you really got your butt handed to you there mr Kim." She said

   "Why are you helping me?" I say. "We aren't divorced yet, we are going through a divorce but... we are still together.. I wanted this to be the last thing I do for you before I leave." She says.

   "You don't have to leave. Look, you and your mother and brother stay here and I'll stay at one of my apartment buildings." I say.

   "That would be kicking you out of your own home, I'm not gonna do that." She says. "I insist, I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't even think in this house anymore.." I say.

   "I'm sorry.." I say softly as tears start to fill my eyes. She just continues to clean my face up. "Fine.. we will stay here, but only until I find another job." She says.

   "Ok." I say as I lean back. "I'll have yoongi bring her over tomorrow, you need to stay here and rest." She says as she gets up and turns to walk Away.

Before she gets too far I grab her wrist causing her to stop and face me. "Stay... please." I say. "I- I don't think that would be appropriate." She says as she avoids eyes contact with me.

"Y/n.." I say as I look her up and down. Her body is so beautiful, I wanted to be on top of her so badly. I felt my old self coming out.

I can't let myself slip back into that way, I don't want to just sleep with her.. I want to show her how much I love her...

"Taehyung?" She says as she notices me struggling. I couldn't control myself anymore, I pull her on top of me and wrap my arms around her.

"Taehyung..!" She says as she tries to get out of my hold. "What are you doing?!" She says. "Please.. just stay like this for a moment.. let mw have you one more time... let me hold you like how Jungkook did.." I said.

"Cry on my shoulder, hit me, let it all out. Just let me love you one more time before I lose you... please." I say. She then calms down and nuzzles into my chest.

She then holds onto my shirt and starts to cry into my chest. "That's it, let it out.." I say. "Why! Why did you have to go and do that! I thought we were happy!!" She says as she cries.

"I loved you so much! I was ready to leave everything if I had to to be with you! God! I hate you Kim Taehyung!" She says which made my heart break.

"I HATE YOU! I hate you! I hate you!" She screams as she hits my chest. She cries more and more then catches her breath.

"I love you..." she whispers into my chest as she cries more. "I love you y/n, so much." I say, I lift her head up, she looks at me, her face is all red from crying and her eyes puffy.

I look at her for a moment then smile and kiss her passionately. She kisses me back, not right away but she finally gives in.

Then she breaks the kiss by getting up. "I have to go." She says as she gets her things and walks out. She was whipping off the tears from her face.

I lean my head back and stare at the ceiling. Why did I have to go and ruin everything..

Maybe I can get some redemption.. maybe she will....

No.. I have to get her back.. if it's the last thing I do...

I love her....

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