MAKE HIM SOFT

Chapter 18

#MakeHimSoft18

Four days have passed, Lourd didn't do anything so evil to me. He let Jake went out that night. Jake promised me that he'll help me. He promised me that he'll get me away from this hell.

"Saan mo 'ko dadalhin?" I asked Lourd. He freed me from that bathtub. Lourd faced me with a mischievous smile.

"I'll get you far away from here, Santi. You know, Jake's probably recruiting for reinforcements. In worst case, it could be polices but I doubt he'll do that because once we were exposed, his employer will also be dead as we are,"casual niyang sagot. Hindi ko alam kung anong iniisip nitong si Lourd. Hindi ko rin alam kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip niya.

Kahapon nga ay umamin pa siya sa akin ng ilang bagay. Sinabi niyang hinalikan niya lang ako doon sa kotse para lang matakot ako at patulugin. Yung mga bakas ng halik sa katawan ko? May kung anong aparato siyang ginamit para magkaroon ng mga bakas sa katawan ko.

Hindi ko alam kung maniniwala ako o hindi. Pero walang nakakatuwa sa sitwasyon ko. Nasa pugad ako ng mga demonyo at anumang oras ay papatayin ako ng taong nakasakal sa leeg ko.

"Akala ko ba hinihintay mo si Jake?" I asked him, slightly curioused. That night, when Jake promised that he'll get back at me with more help, Lourd told him that he'll wait. Lourd will wait for Jake to kill him. To fulfill his pleasure.

Lourd faced outside the window. His smiles never faded away. It keeps more and more evil. I am afraid that he's planning with a more deadly plan.

"As far as I am intrested with Jake, I won't give him the upperhand here. I mean, I want my death to be surprising. I want it to be more thrilling. So we're gonna run away and have them chase us until they kill me,"he answered confidently. He really is the person who wasn't afraid of death. How can he not be afraid when just a mere thought of me being killed could already pissed my pants out? I even said many times that maybe I should die too but the thought of it was really frightening. But why Lourd's anticipating his own death? Why was he reaching this level when he knew sooner or later he couldn't escape death?

I know he is a masochist. For the four days he is with me, I saw him being beaten by his own guys just to make himself aroused. That's the guy he is. His fetish to pain will soon kill him.

"Here." Napahinto ako sa pag-iisip nang abutan ako ng pagkain ni Lourd. Dumaan pala kami aa drive thru. Hindi ko kaagad tinanggap yung container, nakatingin ako sa kaniya nang may halong takot at kuryosidad.

"That wasn't poisoned, Santi. Your trust issues sucks,"he said and just place the container of food in my lap. Tumingin lang ako sa pagkain, naghihinala pa rin kung kakainin ko ito o hindi.

"You're doing this evil and you're doing this kind. Sino ka ba talaga, Lourd?" I asked, whipering but enough for him to hear. I am confused about himself. He was so mysterious and confusing. I couldn't trust him with full trust. I always have doubts about him because he's doing this evil and doing that kindness. He abducted me and did some bad yet he became honest with some things and never laid a hand in my.

That was so frustrating! He was so confusing!

"Don't take my kindness seriously, Santi. I just don't hate you like I hate my cousin and that Jake. I simply drag you here because you made yourself within my reach. Anytime, without any reasons, I can kill you with a gun I have or if I want to make my hands clean, I'll let my butler kill you,"he answered again like he never felt sinned about what he have said.

Dahan-dahan ko nang binuksan yung lead nung container. Spaghetti ang laman no'n na sinunggaban ko kaagad. Para akong gutom na gutom at ilang araw na hindi pinakain kahit sa totoo lang ay busog na busog pa ako. Tulad ng sinabi ko, may mga ginagawang kasamaan at unting kabutihan 'tong si Lourd. Simula nang dakipin niya ako ay oras-oras niya akong pinapakain, kahit noong sinubukan kong 'wag kumain sa takot na baka may lason, napakain na lang ako dahil sa gutom. So far, hindi pa naman bumubula ang bibig ko. At kumakain ako na parang gutom na gutom na hayop kasi natatakot ako na baka ito na yung huling pagkain na makakain ko bago ako maging bangkay.