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-jung haerim pov-

uhh... waking up early is such a problem. so the time now is 7 00 am. seriously..... i forgot to pack up my things yesterday because i slept. maybe because of yesterday accidents. why my life is such a mess. cant i just live a peaceful life?

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i arrived at hybe ent. i remember what that ahjussi said. he told me to hide myself so i hide myself in an all-black outfit. haha i think it will just attract more attention. since i like black, i just took it spontaneously.  

i walk to the counter and gave a ahjumma there the card.

"ahh here. follow me" the ahjumma said. i just follow her  from behind.

the lady bring me to a big room. i gotta say that this building is big. when i enter, there is the man yesterday and another man sitting on a grand chair. the lady told them that i arrived and lee jun ki turned  and smile to me.

"ahh wasseo ms jung. we were just talking about you. have a sit." lee jun ki said offering me to sit down.

i sit down and the man on the chair stand and handshake with me

"hello jung haerim ssi. i am bang sihyuk. call me bang pd." he said after letting go of my hand.

"hello"

"so i heard about your brother's leg. im sorry." bang pd said

"ahh thank you."

"okay, so about the show. we are going to take you as a replacement for your brother's position. it  doesnt matter if you wanted to get elliminate early since this got nothing to do with you but i want you to atleast do your best. i guarantee if you got into the debut line, i will still let you debut even if you are a girl." he said

"and why is that?" i ask

"actually, the car that hit your brother and kim yejin is hybe staff's car. im sorry." bang pd said

i can feel that my eyes went big right after he said that. "what the...."

"dont worry, the hospital bill is on us" lee jun ki said

"if you already compensate us, what is the use asking me to enter this survival show thingy?" i said harshly since im seriously annoyed right now.

i cant believe  that my brother's dream barrier is cause by his own company staff. even if its not them, shouldnt people be careful on road? uhhh adultss i seriously cant understand them.

"your brother dont want anyone else to replace him except you.. he said that to us. so we got no choice but to make you replace him on this show." bang pd said

"but."

"you wont go to this show as a girl." lee jun ki said

"then what?i will go on as a guy? huh. are you kidding me?" i said

"exactly. you are a clever girl ms jung"

"enough of this. after this you will go get a profile picture and this afternoon we will announce you as a competitor." bang pd said

lee jun ki ahjussi pulled me outside and i bowed to bang pd before being drag by lee jun ki ahjussi.

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after they cut off my hair, we went to take picture. i look kinda handsome. genetics. luskily my hair is not that long. just  like txt's beomgyu haircut in loser=lover era. and they cut it like other trainees to make it look neat they  said. 

they told me to go to the hospital before coming back to hybe this afternoon.

i went to the hospital to visit haein and dad.

"neo nuguya?" haein said looking at me

"naya! jung haein!" i said while making a piece beside my face

"jung haein? pfft. jung haein is way handsome than you." haein said touching his face

"appa, oppa, im leaving this afternoon." i said looking sadly to them. this is the first time in a while  im going to be seperated from them.

"its ok haerim ahh.we will be supporting you here." dad saying trying not to cry. hahaah he is such a crybaby

"make sure you debut jung haerim or not dont come back home!" haein said smacking my back after he said that.

"mwoya neo?" i stare at him

"if you dont want her to comback, you go out. i still want my daughter." dad said hugging my shoulder

"see. even dad loves me. you? just shut up" i said to haein. he stick his tounge out after i said that and i reply back doing the same.

"ahh btw did mom knew about this?" i asked

"what? she knew both. she is bragging around the neighbourhood about you. luckily none of them knew you." haein said

"yejin? what about him?" i said worriedly. i miss him already.

"nope still not waking up... mr and mrs kim came and ask about you and we told them about you and they said they are going to vote you." dad said

we chit chat for a long time until it is 4 28 pm.

"dad, haein-ahh. i gotta go" i said hugging them both. dad is crying already. haha

"musun haein-ah? naega neo oppaya!" haein said pinching my ear. hurt so bad.

"nae hyung!" i said saluting at him and he just laugh.

i walk away trying to hold my tears. 

"jung haerim ssi! yeogi!" i heard someone shout and saw lee jun ki ahjussi shouting from a car signing me to get inside.

i get inside and sit down quietly. the tears that fell off my eyes, i wipe it quickly.

"you should not walk around freely now! we already post your profile!" lee jun ki warn me

" where are we going now, ahjusshi?" i ask

"what ahjusshi? im young. im only 26! call me mr lee." 

"ohh ok. mr lee. can you call me haerim instead of ms jung. its uncomfortable"

"ok. haerim ssi. hope we can get closer. "

"so tonight, you will stay in a hotel first. the place is far from city so it will take some time to reach there." mr lee said

"okay."

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as plan, i stayed at a hotel that night and continue the journey at 8 00.

we arrived there at 9 15 am.

"so you just go straight until you see a building.  when you see the building, just go inside. we will get going. hwaiting haerim ssi!! i hope you will not coming back until the last filming! lets debut! see you after this!" 

then he left with the car. leaving me alone in the woods. luckily its morning or not i'll freak out..

i walk through the woods following the trail of the last person walking and guess what i found.