Thicker than Blood (Bakugouxfemalereader)

Determined Decision

I spent the next week making sure I stayed busy. I didn't want to think about what had happened with Shinso, but the more the name he called me continued to eat at me. The more I became curious to know why. On Thursday, several of the goons got badly injured while doing a supply run. Apparently some very stupid villians decided it was in their best interest to still the cargo. Shigiraki didn't take the news well and fully mobilized everyone to go after them. Except for me, I stayed back at the compound to monitor the injuried and was used for back up If they needed it. I spent that sleepless night in the infirmary. Getting past paperwork done and making new notes in charts for the injuries I had treated. It was quiet and I was about to do something extremely stupid.

I stared down at the injection that I was suppost to take everyday. Most of the time someone was always here to make sure it was administered, but today everyone was gone. I sighed in indecision before finally making my choice. I walked to production and began to analyis the medication. I didn't have time to second guess myself because I didn't know when the others would come back. About a year ago, I had tried to break down the injection in my body. However, it was fast acting and my body was so use to it by now that it was almost instantaniously absorb. So now I was breaking it down on a molecular level to be able to do the same in my body. It took several tries before I finally had it right and I couldn't help the happy dance that I broke out in.

I quickly cleaned up my mess and put everything back the way it was to hide what I had been doing. I left the room and went back to the infirmary and noticed that the sun was already high in the sky again. 'Thank god it's Friday' I thought sarcastically to myself. I reached for the injection and took a deep breath. 'Time to test it' I pressed it to my skin and waited for the click. The medication jetted into my body quickly, but I was ready for it and broke it down just as fast as it had entered my skin. I opened my eyes and a broad smile spread across my face. It would take a few days to get the drug completely out of my system, but then I would be able to have a choice of whether I wanted my memories back. I would be able to decide not anyone else.

I spent the rest of the day making notes and checking on the others through the coms. Apparently, they had taken care of the Villans and everyone only had minor injuries. They were now just dealing with clean up and the shipment. They didn't return until later that night. Toga tackled me in a big hug when they came through the gate. "B! You missed out on all the fun." She giggled. I hugged her back and we retreated to her room after I made sure that everyone was actually alright for myself. "Tell me what happened." I said as I crossed my legs on her bed. She jumped on in front of me and sighed dramatically. "It was awesome. There was so much glorious blood all in one place." I nodded but ground my teeth together as she talked about slicing a guy 57 times before he bleed out.Then she got even more excited. "Then Hero Deku showed up. We all got out of there when he appeared, but thank god we were able to get the shipments out before then." She sighed dreamily. "One day, i'll show him just how great we could be together." I shook my head. "Himiko, your a villian and this year he is the number two hero. It would never work." Her smile widened. "But that is what makes it so special. It is a forbidden love. He looks so amazing with blood on his body. I just can't get over him."

We kept up with all the heroes and their profiles. We even kept an eye on upcoming heroes as well. The top two heroes in the country where constantly changing each year between two, Hero Deku and Dynamite. This year It was Deku as number one with Ground Zero second. A constant third was Hero Shoto followed by Suneater, then Hawks, Red Riot, and Chargebolt. We talked for several minutes before I began to yawn. I was so tired from the all nighter I had pulled before. I opened my bedroom door to find Dabi waiting for me on my bed. I smiled weakily at him, but said nothing as I continued to my closet to change clothes. I pulle on an oversized t-shirt and some shorts before coming back out and flopping face down on the bed. I heard Dabi chuckle before he layed down beside me. "Tired love?" I groaned. "Yeah, I was up all night. What are you here for Touya?" He told me his real name a while ago and was only comfortable with me using it when we were alone.

"Guess it would be selfish of me to ask for your help tonight when your so tired." He said as he pulled me to his chest. I didn't normally let him do this, but I was exhausted. He had been wanting me to date him for awhile. To be honest, besides him and Himiko, I didn't really socialize with anyone else. After I started training with Touya and Kirogiri we would use him as a dummy basically. I would try healing his burns. To this day they are not completely healed but at least now he isn't in so much pain all the time. Except for when he uses his quirk. I think thats why he thinks his in love with me. Because I can take away his pain even if it is temperary. "Touya your not being selfish. Your just in pain. I understand the need to feel something other than that." I dragged my hand to his bare chest and activated my quirk. He sighed in relief as I healed the internal burns. He sucked in a slow deep breath before placing a kiss on my forehead. "Thanks B....I don't know what I'd do without you. I really am selfish when it comes to you. I'm sorry you had to go through all this."

I began to drift of to sleep as his hand glided through my hair. Even though something about these situatuions always made me feel uneasy. I couldn't help but feel comforted by them because Touya and Himiko never hurt me unlike the others. They both were always the one to clean me up or cheer me up with clothes or movies marathons.

However, something in the back of my mind always kept me from doing anything other than cuddling with him or allowing him to kiss me anywhere but my cheek or forehead. He never forced it or pressured me, but he did tease me. I concluded that something or someone from my unknown past was stopping me from getting to deep with him. It had never bothered me, but as I layed there drifting off to sleep I couldn't help but become more curious about it.

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