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Dear Lilah
12-13-22
It's been a while. I havent had the motivation to write to you at all to be honest. I want you to know how im doing but i really cant get past your lack of knowledge of them. Ive blocked your number and social medias so i dont know you exist beyond these letters anymore. Im so in love with you, but i can't get over you if i dont let myself. This is my last letter to you. I need to be able to be myself without feeling an attachment to you. To you, who is living her life and not giving one thought to me. I guess im doing to you what you did to me two years ago, and i hate that. I hate it so much, Lilah. Sometimes i convince myself i hate you but god i dont. I could never hate you. Not one bone in my body has the ability to hate you or anyone like you. Youre amazing and funny and just all around such an amazing individual. Im so in love with you i think im starting to hate myself for it and i just cant let myself go down that path again. God youre so amazing Fallon Delilah, but this is goodbye. Until we meet again, i just cannot do this anymore. You're forever my american woman.
Love always,
Tom Simons.

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