Love me, love me not

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James POV:

I'd be a liar if I said I didn't cry multiple times today.

It hasn't even been a full week without her, and I was a complete mess. She was my routine. I didn't know what to do with myself since all I did before her was work.

I lay in my bed, all the blinds shut and sad music playing.

My bed was empty. My life was empty. I was empty.

I missed her touch and her rambling, her cute frown, and her occasional stubbornness.

I don't regret that any of those people died. I regret that I was the one that killed them.

"What the hell are you doing?" Steve laughed

"Grieving the death of my relationship"

"Looks like you just broke up with your high school girlfriend"

"Shut the fuck up, Steve"

"Oh look, a text from My Doll"

I look up and snatch the phone from him.

(The contact picture is supposed to be a cute picture of the two of you goofing off, imagine yourself as the lady he's within the picture)

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(The contact picture is supposed to be a cute picture of the two of you goofing off, imagine yourself as the lady he's within the picture)

I chuck my phone across the room so it hit the wall.

"The hell did she say?"

"Leave me alone"

"Your poor self"

"Fuck off"

"My heartbroken best friend."

I get up and push past him. "I'm going boxing"

"Ahh! Big man boxing out his feelings!"

"Steve if you don't stop talking, you'll be the punching bag"

"I'm not scared of you, Buck"

"Y/n is" I sigh

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Y/n's POV:

As I lay in my bed, I realized my life basically revolved around James.

My closet was full of clothes he got me, the opportunity I got with my singing came from his event. His Aunt is the one helping me.

It sucked being in love and trying to suppress it.

"Stop staring at that man's picture"

"But he's so pretty" I mumble

My eyes were puffy from crying and my body ached.

"You're showing James' aunt your song in 2 hours! Get showered and dressed"

"I don't wanna" I groan

"Don't stop just because you two broke up"

I bury my face in my pillow.

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