Dear Depressed Diary,
Sometimes I wonder what is normal what is mentally stable. I wonder is it normal to sit on the floor and look at the wall and plan your death. Is it normal to have your life planned out including your death. To wonder how many pills to sleep forever? How deep to stop the blood from flowing? How long till my heart beat stops? Where to stab for a instant death? How? When? Where? The only thing keeping me alive is my thirst for revenge.
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My Depression Diary
Non-FictionDiagnosis: Sever Major Depressive Disorder with Recurring Episodes, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Suicidal Ideations and Tendencies ***02/21/2020*** I'm alive and genuinely okay