Dear Description Diary,
I didn't think I would be back to writing so soon but to day was just a shitty day . So today in class this kid was talking about his uncles death I think it was his uncle,I wasn't paying attention, and I have I habit of laughing out of nowhere. It's probably one of the many reasons think I belong in I mental hospital, I've actually been told to my face. Anyways I started laughing out of nowhere and the kid was like "nice to know you laugh at peoples deaths, I'll be laughing when you die." In that moment I broken. That just showed me how blind people are they don't see the pain that they cause. That one comment reminded me of what I've been trying to escape seens I got out of the recovery place. Every thing reminds me of that mistake that almost ended my life. Also because of that mistake the people that now know what I think and what I did think I crazy. Something I start to think that too, what if I'm slowly losing my mind.
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My Depression Diary
Non-FictionDiagnosis: Sever Major Depressive Disorder with Recurring Episodes, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Suicidal Ideations and Tendencies ***02/21/2020*** I'm alive and genuinely okay
