Dear Description Diary,
It's my second month writing about my depression and my thoughts. So I thought I would share a little about how it is to be me right now. Well...lets start out with the fact I've been getting worse. I hardly eat, not because I'm anorexic. But I don't really want food and I don't feel like I need food. I find that strange because my first time when I went through depression I ate non-stop. I would serve my self three times and still not be full. Now I don't really eat meals, if I eat I normally just eat crackers. I also don't get out of my bedroom a lot except to go to the restroom. I spend most of my time on wattpad reading or writing stories, yes I do write novels I just don't post them. I also cry a lot and by a lot I mean I lot. I hardly sleep, I spend my nights on wattpad because I know if I try to sleep I'll spend like a hour to fall asleep. During the state testing I slept till three in the morning, i tried to sleep early. I text good night and spend two more hours laying in bed, thinking.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
My Depression Diary
No FicciónDiagnosis: Sever Major Depressive Disorder with Recurring Episodes, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Suicidal Ideations and Tendencies ***02/21/2020*** I'm alive and genuinely okay
