Dear Depression Diary,
I've been eating two meals since my brother came to visit. I hate myself because of it. It's hard for me to skip meals when we have "family meals". I could just see myself turning back into the five year old version of me. It's horrible. But since I started eating I don't get dizzy or loose site. When I didn't eat I sometimes got dizzy and black dots clowded my vision. It was really hard to hide it but nobody noticed. But on the first day of my brother's visit it happened and he noticed. I love my brother but I just hate that him visiting means I have to eat so no one notices.
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My Depression Diary
Non-FictionDiagnosis: Sever Major Depressive Disorder with Recurring Episodes, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Suicidal Ideations and Tendencies ***02/21/2020*** I'm alive and genuinely okay
