Every Other Girl In The World (Akatsuki Love Story)

Chapter- 13 Our Dares Revealed!

I started to walk away. I didn't come here to be made fun of by Madara.

"Aw, come here kitty~"

"In your dreams."

He slightly purred. Which made me stop in my tracks and glare at him. But suddenly before I could stop it, tears fell from my eyes, even though I feel fine.

I was almost even convinced he looked concerned, but as if.

"You do now I'm fine ya know?"

"Doesn't look like it."

"Hmm, your right." I wiped my tears away, but new ones just came dripping back down.

"Why?"

"It's an emotion, dear, it's called sadness."

Sadness? I-I don't think I ever felt it before, after I got back to my house, after everyone I loved, or at least except my brother, died. Somehow I found a note on my pillow, that was hidden by a jutsu, probably so the killers wouldn't find it, I opened it and it read,

Dear Our Dearest Daughter, Lily

We are so sorry we had to leave you, yes we knew that we were going to get killed, but promise me you won't go out looking for revenge when I saw this, hear? The killers were from the Mist Village, they were paid to kill us. So please don't go out for revenge, it's unneeded and stupid. We leave our inheritance to you, consider this a will, I really hope that you will live a happy life, daughter. Out of all this information, here is the most important message and promise you can give us. Stay happy.

"I-I never felt sad before."

"You have got to be kidding me, I see you get upset all the time."

"Yes, but it's all an act, all those times, I wasn't really upset, I was happy..."

"Well how do you feel now?"

"My voice aches, my chest hurts, and my vision is blurry and I don't know why?..."

"-Sigh- dear, your a human too, you can feel sadness, stop trying to convince yourself otherwise."

"Hmm, but I can't be sad."

"Says who?"

I glared at him, wiped my tears away, and spoke, "My dead, yet happy parents." I scowled before walking away.

"Oh, so that's why she's upset..."

"Jeez, the nerve of that guy!" 

I don't feel sadness, when have I ever? Well yes, I admit I do lose myself sometimes, but it's just a act, everything is a act. We were all born happy but we sometimes decide to cloud ourselves in sadness. They think it'll protect them, but it doesn't, people like me prove it. When I 'lost' it, all Madara did was pity me, I don't need anyone's pity. I'm perfectly fine, I'm not upset that my parents are dead...

"Hey, Lily why are you crying?" asked Deidara, I wiped my tears away again.

"You know, I don't know, Madara said it's because I'm sad or something."

"Man! For a person with an I.Q of 250 you are one of the most dense and dumbest person ever!"

"Like how?"

"Well for one, your crying and you don't know how or why. Plus, you haven't realized any of our feelings yet..."

"Um, okay?"

"Uh, yeah..."

"So how do I get rid of this tears?"

"Figure out why your sad and accept it."