Separated

Chapter 46- a lot of feelings

Charlottes pov-

I think I doezed off reading becuse next thing I know moms rubbing my shoulder gently telling me to wake up

      I open my eyes and let out a grone "I'm tired" she helps me up "I know but we need to get your heart back into your body"

I open my eyes little "you got it back?" she nods an I sigh in relief as she practically drags my half asleep body upstairs I exspect her to stop at my room but instead we go to hers I sit down on the end of the bed as she opens the box carefully lifting my heart out

     I can see all kinds of emotions flash through her face as she looks at my heart but I can't place it

    she holds the heart agents my chest gently and looks at me for a nod of conformation I nod and she pushes it into my chest

    I gasp a wave of emotions hitting me right in the face

    Mom looks over my face for a second looking for any sign of emotions but I give her a small nod saying I'm alright

      She strokes my hair and kisses the side if my head "come on now you need to get some sleep" I pause "but I though you wanted to talk?" She shakes her head "we can in the morning I know your tired" I sigh and nod giving in she rubs my back "you better come back and tell me good night" she tickles my side and I gasp quickly arching away from her "mom!"

      After I change I come back and moms in her bath room taking off her makeup I decide to craw in her bed until she gets back I bury my head in the pillows and wrap the blanket around me tight as I wait

      finally mom comes out and she grins when she sees me "now I see someones got comfy"

    I laugh and she motions me to move over. she crawls in beside me and wraps her arm around me gently running he fingers through my hair "now off to bed good night my little princess"

    I smile "good night mom" she kisses me on the cheek before I go back to my room and let my mind wander until I slowly fall asleep....

      I'm woken up by a crack of thunder I sigh and rub my temple my mind racing with thoughts and I know I won't be able to go back to bed

     I lift my covers slowly standing and putting on some slippers I make my way across the hall and slowly open moms door to se her sound asleep

    I Carefully craw in the bed and she instictivly wraps her arms around me as she starts to wake up

    I sniffle and she open her eyes "could you not sleep?" I nod and she kisses my head sitting up slightly and turning on her lamp

     "tell me what's wrong please I want to help you in any way I can I hate seeing you upset " I look down to my hands contemplating what to do before slowly looking up "we're do I start?" She gently tucks my hair behind my ear "wherever you want"

      I pick at my nail "I miss our life in the enchanted forest I felt closer to you for some reason maybe becuse we lived in a big castle with just us and grandpa" she nods grabbing my hand and running her thumb over my knuckle soothingly

       "and I think about my visions a lot it's something that haunted me for years I knew everything bad that would happen before it happen and I-" I have to stop so I don't cry

    "I knew Robin was gonna die and I had to just accept it and even though I knew it was gonna happen it still hurt a lot more" I hide my head in my hand "I- I feel like everyone I love has died my birth father, grandpa, gram, cam, Robin and I don't know what to do becuse I feel like it's all building up"