Oreo •BWWM•

Chapter 20

I tried my best to make it pg-13--Nope no I didn't. I would say that but I got caught up in the moment so most of this is rough sex. not like rough rough just not-reality-first-time type of rough...so yeah! I hope you enjoy😊
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Chapter 20

[Marie's POV]

"Okay." Ethan whispers against my lips.

The pulsing ache pounding between my legs intensifies at the look he's giving me. I nervously lick my lips which only makes him turn his attention there.

Just when I make my move to kiss him again, thunder rattles the whole barn spooking the already spooked horses. Seconds later lightning hits and instantly the lights flicker off and on before turning off again.

"Seriously." I groan under my breath, pressing my head dejectedly against Ethan's chest.

He chuckles, "Nothing but a little darkness baby."

Oh, goodness. The way he says baby...I swear I nearly combust in my panties right then and there.

"Hang on a sec." He says, placing a quick but promising kiss to
the corner of my lips before he jogs across the stables out of sight.

Still, the throbbing only grows as my need for him does. Somehow deep within me, I can feel my being yearn for his touch. For his security. As comforting as that is... I don't know how I feel about it just yet.

"What are you doing? It's getting creepy over here." I call, only fibbing just a little.

Seconds later, Ethan's tall form shuffles back to this side of the barn, "Sorry, I was getting a lamp."

"There's a lamp?" I watch as he sets the lamp down in between us which is conveniently next to my blanket I had wrapped around me earlier.

"Yeah I saw it when you let me in." His body illuminates in bright blue when he flicks the lantern on.

He'd be one sexy Avatar.

"Ready?" Ethan asks, licking his lips.

I lick my own anxiously, a little nervous for what's about to happen. Oh who am I kidding I'm so nervous I wouldn't be surprised if I started crying. Which would be weird...and embarrassing. But mostly extremely weird.

Not being able to trust my own voice, I silently nod, licking my lips again.

I should stop that.

"Okay." Ethan whispers, taking a tentative step towards me. With each step he takes, his enchanting eyes never waver from mine. That's not even the most nerve wracking part. It's when he's in my personal space that my body instinctively locks up.

"Marie." Ethan chuckles, tapping an open fist to my chin so I'm looking up at him. "Do you trust me."

Surprising mostly me, I grasp his forearm in my left hand. I trail his soft fair skin with the tips of my fingers. As I do this his small hairs stand under my touch.

I affect him just as much as he does me. "Of course." It's hard to suppress my smile so I settle with turning my face into his palm.

I flicker my eyes up to his as I close the space between us, pressing my body to his but not necessarily kissing. All I can focus on is the way he's looking at me. Like...like I'm the sun and he's a flower. Like he needs me. Once again, I find myself suppressing a smile as I bring hand to brush aside the flyaway hairs that's fallen in his eyes.

"Kiss me, Marie."

"Only if you kiss me back." I tease.

His shoulders shake as he laughs. "When have I not."