𖧧𖤣 Ashtray
Maybe it's the way you
say my name
Maybe it's the way you play your game
But it's so good, I've never known anybody like you
But it's so good, I've never dreamed of nobody like you
I have known y/n for a while now, we are best friends
But the way she says my name and the way her eyes sparkle out of the happiness drives me crazy..
I hardly ever trust people that's why i don't have much friends, but if i even had 100 friends i would still choose y/n.
She is so precious and warm-hearted, she doesn't judge me, she likes to listen to me and understand me even if it is hard at that moment..
I have never known anybody like her, not only that i didn't even dare to dream about someone like her
And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
It is really hard for me to admit it but i have a crush on y/n, i can't even control it..
I only told one person that i trusted the most, my brother Fez.
He gave me several advices but i only caught the one
He said that i should tell y/n
He was right i had to but i didn't want to make things awkward between us,
I wanted to stay in her life, i don't care if i was again her friend as long as i can see her...
Honestly i didn't think that i could love but Fez did, he always believed in me no matter what and always found a way to convince me to do better things..
He teased me about y/n always, but i never regretted telling him, it felt like i dropped the heaviest bag that was on my shoulders and i didn't notice or maybe i did
He knew that i really loved y/n and that was true, i always cared for her
Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time
Today was the day, i had to tell her today..
I picked our favorite spot, it is just a place filled with dandelions, nothing but dandelions, you can also see a beautiful sunset from there.
I texted her to meet me at our favorite spot in 2 hours and she agreed happily.
I knew it was too much time but i had to think, think about everything, consequences, her reaction, oh no what if i ruin everything..
Alright calm down ash..
jeez nobody made me feel this way except y/n..
I was making fake scenarios in my head, like if she agreed..
Damn ash you had really gone insane.
Okay two hours passed and right now i am out here standing with y/n at our favorite spot.
Gosh her smile made me forget everything, i feel okay when she smiles..
I was wishing on dandelions all of the time and praying to god that she was going to be mine
I think that you are the one for me
'Cause it gets so hard to breathe
When you're looking at me, I've never felt so alive and free
When you're looking at me, I've never felt so happy
I told her that she was the one for me, she made me feel like i was really special, it always got so hard to breath whenever i was with her..
She suddenly kissed me
That was the best moment of my life, i of course kissed back, i eventually felt her smile..
She told me: when you are looking at me, i've never felt so alive and free
When you are looking at me, i've never felt so happy
I love you ash..<33
Ash: i love you too y/n <33
She kissed me again ,i again kissed back, dandelions flying around us because of the wind, clouds moving around us and the sun that was hard to see already..
And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
I asked her to be my girlfriend and she said yes!
I knew she was the love of my life and i knew i was hers..
A/n- so what do you think is this good?
