❥A/n: sorry guys i am in London for vacation and I can't post much, this is the draft that I haven't posted so enjoy. Also i want to start writing about Conrad, i find him adorable these days lol so i hope u guys like it bc i have some great ideas for Conrad imagines. Please let me know ur thoughts about this idea.
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𖧧𖤣Ashtray
Y/n's pov
I'm packin' my bags that I didn't unpack the last time I'm sayin', "see you again" so many times it's becomin' my tag line But you know the truth I'd rather hold you Than try to catch this flight So many things I'd rather say But for now, it's "goodbye"
I am moving away in another state, it is not hard for me despite the fact that i have to leave my boyfriend here. Of course i would rather hold him than try to catch this flight. I want to say so many things to him, that I haven't said. That I couldn't manage to say. For now i can only say two things to him: goodbye and see you again.
You say I'm always leavin' You, when you're sleepin' alone But the, the car's outside But I don't wanna go tonight
In the past he used to joke that i was always leaving him, for example when he was sleeping, yet i was just going home, the issue is that I don't like saying goodbyes, it makes me anxious. I don't want to go tonight. I wanna stay but my family is waiting for me, the car is outside.
Oh, darling, all of the city lights Never shine as bright as your eyes I would trade them all for a minute more But the car's outside And he's called me twice But he's gonna have to wait tonight
He told me this while tracing my hair gently: "oh darling all of the city lights never shine as bright as your eyes". I would trade everything to stay a minute more with him.
Oh, I don't wanna leave you anymore (Oo-ooh, a-ah) I don't wanna leave you (Oo-ooh, a-ah) I don't wanna leave you (Oo-ooh, ah) I don't wanna leave you Don't wanna leave you anymore
I don't want to leave him anymore, i never wanted to leave Ashtray in the very first place but no I don't want to leave him. I want to stay, but it hurts that deep down i know i have to leave. I calmed myself down, oh god i despise this feeling. I don't wanna leave. But this can't be our goodbye. We will meet again. Me and Ashtray will meet again. If not in this life, we will for sure see each other in another life.
Oh, darling, all of the city lights Never shine as bright as your eyes I would trade them all for a minute more But the car's outside And he's called me twice But he's gonna have to wait tonight
