𖧧𖤣Ashtray
Bad things happen to the people you love
And you find yourself praying up to heaven above
But honestly I've never had much sympathy
Cause those bad things, I always saw them coming for me
I'm gonna run run away, run run away, run away
Run away and never come back
Run run away, run run away, run away show 'em that your color is black
Ashtray's pov:
I was at the party with Fez typically, we were selling drugs as usual when i heard a few boys chatting, i was not interested in their boring conversation till i heard a name- y/n
They were saying obviously nasty stuff about her and i couldn't hold it in anymore.
They can't say bad stuff about the people i care for.
Y/n is my precious girlfriend, i like everything about her, she always manages to amaze me somehow, i don't even know through.
She always warned me not to get into the stupid fights over her, but of course i didn't promise because when i hear a single soul talk absolute shit about y/n, it hits me, it really does, i just want to kill them at the spot, i am not even lying.
Fez also warned me because she saw that y/n was getting worried about me, i get it but i can't control it.
I have never had much sympathy cause those bad things, i always saw them coming.
Y/n knew it too, she damn well knew that i wouldn't stop.
Well today i got into another fight, i always knock everyone out, i had bloody hands but to be honest half of it was not even mine..
I was wearing of course my nike outfit as usual, well i ruined it too but who cares, those nasty boys were in no position to talk shit about my girl.
They are not allowed.
On the way while Fez was driving and lecturing me, i was thinking about y/n's reaction.
Ash: Fez what if i just don't tell her
Fez: what the heck dude don't act like she is dumb, she will still notice, look at you bro
Ash: yea but i don't want to make her worry
Fez: i hate to break it up to you bro but you are not getting out of this, you should have thought about that earlier
At that moment i just wanted to run far away and never come back.
I somehow convinced fez to help me out, i didn't want y/n to worry about this stupid fight.
She knows, she knows
And I know she knows, and I know she knows
And deep down she knows, she knows
And I know she knows, and I know she knows
Well alright
Oh I, oh I-I-I
I can't be what you want from me
Well alright
Oh I, oh I-I-I
I can't be what you want from me
Well alright
We arrived, we entered the house, i quickly ran up to my room to get changed while Fez was distracting y/n.
I got changed and i put my clothes that were covered in the blood stains on the couch in my bedroom.
Y/n came into the room, Fez followed with a worried look, he must have thought that i was still changing tho.
Y/n hugged and kissed me on the check, i smiled at her, she was being really cute while doing just nothing.
She then noticed my clothes..
That's when i realized that she knew, unfortunately she knew
Fez shot me a worried look and went out of the room
Fuck what do i do now
Y/n: Ashtray do you mind explaining what this is?
Ashtray: yes
Y/n: alright go ahead
Ashtray: so as you know me and fez were at the party when i accidentally heard a guy talking shit about you with unnecessary details
Y/n: so you fought him right? Ash what do i always tell you, please stay out of the fights
Ash: y/n do you even know how hard it is to listen to some pricks talk shit about your girlfriend? Well no otherwise you wouldn't say that.
It literally pisses me off. Well i can't be what you want from me.
Y/n: i love you so much ash
Ash: i love you too princess
And with that we kissed
Y/n then hugged me, she cleaned my face,
We also chose a movie to watch and cuddled, you know i ain't like to do this stuff but when it comes to y/n then it's no problem..
We fell asleep actually, that's when we both realized that we couldn't be without each other..
She knows everything about me no matter how hard i try to hide something from her to not hurt her feelings..
I needed her and she needed me
Nobody knew me like her
And nobody knew her like me
A/n: what do yall think? If you have any ideas send them i would be pleased to read<33
