BTS One Shots?

N.O (Jungkook)

"What are you doing?"

"Why are you still stuck here?"

"Don't be trapped in someone else's dream."

"Don't be trapped in someone else's dream."

I blinked. The words faded away quickly as I came back to reality. Scanning my surroundings, I remembered I was in my Aerospace class. The teacher droned on, students scribbled away in their notebooks. But all I could think of was that voice.

I knew that voice.

He was my friend. My best friend. I miss him. He never came to class anymore.

"Jungkook?" I had asked him during our lunch break. We sat under a tree eating the food packed in our lunch boxes "Why do you want to leave so badly?"

"Theres so much more to the world than the classroom, you know? We spend so much time there, we step on our close friends to get to the top; and for what? A job in Aerospace Engineering? I hate Engineering! " he sighed "I want to make music. I want to be an idol! Big Hit is holding auditions soon, I want to try it."

My eyes widened. "Kookie! Big Hit's all the way in Seoul! Plus, the chances of you making it-"

"Are slim. I know that. It won't stop me." Jungkook said bluntly. He then stood up and held his hand out to me "Come with me."

I should have.

"Eh?" I said, shocked

"Come with me, I know you would love being a musician too."

"Kookie...I-I can't. I have...I have my studies, my parents paid a lot of money to put me here, I can't just throw it away on a whim. They-they want me to be an engineer!"

I should have gone.

His hand dropped to his side. "Noeil...please, don't spend the rest of your life living someone elses dream..."

I never saw him again after that day...It's been a year. I still can't forget about him... I should have went with him.

I shouldn't have let those be our last words to each other. I gripped the pencil harder and my teeth clenched, straining to hold in my frustrations. My mind, to keep myself from being too upset, let my imagination run wild.

"Kookie..." I whispered, looking at the ground

"Hm?"

"I love you...I always have. For...For a long time. Years, actually."

"I love you too"

Which is what he could have said.

If he didn't leave.

If I didn't wait to say it.

If I wasn't so scared.

But now it's too late. Even if I saw him again, even if I confessed. I can't compete with City girls.

'If If If' The makeshift-Kookie voice mocked. You always say the 'If's. You never 'Do'. Don't say 'if you see me'. Do what you need to if you want to see me. You want to confess? Grow up and Confess! I'm a trainee, Noeil. You really think it'll be that easy for me to get a girl? Come on, all these studies must be dulling your brain.

Fake Kookie was right, I can't just let Real-Kookie get out of my life forever.

Brrriiiiing!

The bell rang, signaling the start of summer break.

It was time for me to grow up. Kookie was out achieving his dream. I can't let someone else rule mine.

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Monday Morning. Time Stamp: 9:30AM

It's the second week of summer. Big Hit is holding auditions today.

I managed to convince my parents, it took 5 days of begging and pleading. Promising that if I didn't make it, I would come home and never argue again.

I walked into the building, extremely nervous. What if I wasn't as good as everyone else? "Um, excuse me..." I asked the lady at the front desk. "I'm uh...here to audition."

"Busan girl, huh?" she giggled. "We got one of you guys at the last audition too~ Right this way, please. You just barely made it in time."

She lead me to an elevator. "Maybe you'll see your Busan friend?~ I hear the ones that got in last year are going to be watching the auditions too." she said as she pressed the button for B1.

The elevator opened and she walked to a practice room. "Hey, Bang PD-nim! We have another applicant. Shes the last one."

I walked in and immediately saw him sitting by a wall. He was looking at me and smiling, surrounded by other boys.

Kookie.

(A/N: Aigooo...this was really hard to end! I don't like the ending, I know its crap >^<. I was going to have this big confession thing at the end but I couldn't find a good scenario to write it.Thank God I don't write fanfictions. Imagine the horror that would be.)