HELLIXIR WAGON
"Mahal na kita!" I yelled causing for my voice to broke.
He stopped from stepping away from me when he heard that, he turned his way to me and he looked at me with longing and sadness on his eyes.
"W-What did you say..?" He asked me.
I looked at him while stopping the urge to cry, "Mahal kita, Faughn... Putangina, alam kong hindi dapat, pero Faughn... Hulog na hulog na ako."
Mabilis kaming binalot ng katahimikan at wala isa sa amin ang nagsalita, he was looking at me through my soul like he wants to say something but he just couldn't speak because something's stopping him to.
"I..." he looked away,
"I'm sorry..."
Napaawang ang labi ko sa narinig, sorry saan? He's sorry for what? Sorry because he can't love me back? Sorry because he has someone else to love? Is it because he already knew that Izera's back?! He's sorry for what?!
"You're sorry... for what?" I stopped the urge to cry.
"I'm sorry because... you chose to love the wrong person."
That was caught me off guard, I let my guard down as tears started endlessly flowing down my cheeks, "It was because Izera... isn't it?" I said almost whisper.
He bit his lower lip as he slowly nodded, "No but... Rhyle, we're not both ready for this, I'm really sorry." he then turned his back against me.
"Wala lang lahat ng 'yon?!" Sigaw ko muli.
Napatigil siya at saka humarap muli, his forehead creased probably confused.
"Those sweet affirmations, kisses, hugs, cares, your gentleness, lahat. . l-lahat yon wala lang para s-sa'yo...?" Nauutal kong tanong.
His gray eyes pierced into my red ones, "Una palang... Una palang alam mo na kung ano ang tunay na pakay at plano ko. Rhyle, maraming madadamat once na pinairal natin anc nararamdaman natin... This is not the right time for us, at least, not yet."
A tear from eye fell, "Bakit gano'n...? Bakit pinaramdam mo sa akin na mahal mo ako kung hindi naman pala...?"
He looked at me emotionlessly, "Hindi mo naiintindihan, hindi gano'n 'yon, Rhyle..."
"Edi ipatindi mo! Okay naman tayo kanina, you even texted me back saying 'hello, love.', Faughn ipatindi mo!"
Inis niyang tinanggal ang kaniyang necktie at tumingin nang direstso sa akin, "Tama na, pareho tayong pagod! Please! Stop putting Izera into it!"
Tuluyan nang tumulo ang mga luhang kanina lang ay aking pinipigilan, nang tumingin ako sa kaniya ay biglang nagbago ang kaniyang ekspresyon, from frustrated to disappointed, "You..." humikbi ako, "You made me feel loved..."
"I want you to feel loved... but not by me." He replied.
"B-bakit..?"
"Kasi Rhyle mali... Mali na magmahalan tayo, ayokong mahalin ma kasi alam kong mawawala ka sa'kin."
Napangiti ako nang mapait, oo nga pala... We're both leaders of a black society, we can't sacrifice them just because of this stupid love.
"I-I'm s-sorry for making this hard for you.. but I didn't regret loving you.. it was a great experience." I tried to smile but tears came out.
"Please, hangga't maaga pa Rhyle... 'Wag muna, 'Wag mo akong mahalin, Please..."
"I love you more than anything I had in this world."
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An Eye of the Cosa Nostra (Tres Patroncitas #1)
RomanceRHYLE HELLIXIR IMFERION WAGON a woman with red eyes, eyes as hot as hell. A leader of the second most dangerous mafia organization, behind her success, she has a secret hatred towards men that caused her to abandon love, she has a dark past that no...
