That Love ➳ l.t.&e.c.

39. That Dress

Eleanor

"What do you think of this one?" I ask Louis, a frown on my face as his eyes light up, sparks flying through his eyes

"For tonight?" he asks, lust filling his eyes, as he takes his lip between his teeth, gently grinding on it as he looks me up and down

I nod, running my hands over my growing stomach frowning. I really need to stop eating so much shit

"I think if you wear there you won't be able to leave the room,"

"And whys that?" I question, turning to him, raising my eyebrows in amusement and cocking my head to the side slightly

He approaches me, placing his hands on my waist and looking down at me, his chiseled face inches from mine

"Because in that dress," he speaks low, his voice huskily filling the room, "I.." he cuts himself off, biting his lip

"You?" I tease, a sultry look in my eye

His lips crash onto mine, his hand pulling me closer to his body, even though we were already chest to chest. His hands rake through my hair, his lips moving on mine, making my insides curdle into a love filled mush. I reluctantly tear my lips away from him, trying to keep a straight face as his lips travel down my neck, tickling my collarbone.
"Louis," I breathe, my fingers entangled in his messy hair, "Louis this appearance is important for the band, come on,"
Louis ignores me, trailing further down my collarbones, leaving ticklish pecks all over them.
"Louis," I giggle, taking his face in my hands gently and lifting it up to meet my eyes, "Come on,"
A cheeky grin sets upon his face as he places a small kiss on my lips, "If you insist,"
He takes my hand in his, leading me towards the door,
"So not even a quicky?" He tries, just as we leave the room,
I roll my eyes at him, laughing as I kiss his lips, before leading him out the door
*****
I lean over the toilet, sick pouring out of my mouth, leaving an acidic taste in the back of my throat. Tears stream down my face as my matted hair becomes entangled with sweat, lumps of food escaping my mouth, leaving a sickly scent surrounding me.
I attempt to call Louis name through the acidic liquid escaping my lips. A muffled shout escapes my lips, causing footsteps to be heard ascending the stairs,
"El? Is everything okay?" Louis calls, entering the bathroom,
His eyes flitter towards me, urgency taking over his aura,
"Eleanor! What happened?" He rushes to my side, his hands pulling my messy hair out of my face and holding it out of my face, his hand soothingly rubbing circles in my back.
I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand, the vomit seeming to subside as I sit back against the wall, sniffling slightly.
"I feel disgusting," I mumble
"You look beautiful," Louis contradicts,
I sniffle slightly, "I just want pancakes,"
"I can make that happen," Louis smiles
I nod, as he puts his arm around me, pulling me into his chest,
"I stink," I crinkle my nose,
"You do," Louis laughs, "Have a shower and when you come down, I'll have your pancakes,"
I Smile, standing up, my head spinning slightly. I cling to Louis shoulder, steadying myself,
"Maybe you should have a lie down Ellie," he suggests, walking me to the bed and helping me sit down
"No, no I'm fine," I mumble, my thoughts growing inside my head
"Lou?" I voice his name, my mind far into the distance,
"What's wrong baby?" He asks me, his voice gentle and soft,
"I'm not..I'm not pregnant, am I?" I whisper, as the words leaving my mouth a chill ascends my spine,
Louis stays silent, his hand falling from around my shoulders to his lap,
"Louis?" I whisper, looking at him, his eyes avoiding my gaze, "Louis?" I repeat
He stands up, avoiding my eyes.
"Louis?" My voice cracks, my eyes filling with tears as I glance up at him through my eyelashes, tears forming in my eyes,
"Louis." I repeat
He ignores my desperate pleas, walking out of the bedroom door,
I sit on the bed, my mouth open slightly as tears stream down my cheeks. I hear the front door close as Louis leaves the house, leaving me sitting on the bed, tears streaming down my face.

Authors Note

Guys I'm so sorry it's been ages since I updated but I've been so busy with school and my mental health hasn't been the best lately, I've been sadder than usual and I'm having a lot of panic attacks and I've starting getting really self conscious and I'm loosing a lot of my self confidence, like I don't think I'm pretty or anything anymore, I just feel blah. To be honest with ye, I don't think I'll be updating again for a little while, just until school is over. I'm so sorry for all the slow updates x
Love ye petals,
Niamh xxting