That Love ➳ l.t.&e.c.

41. That Moment

Eleanor

"A baby?!" Dani screeches, covering her mouth, to stop the tea slipping out an down her chin,

I nod, biting my lip, "Yeah, I guess,"

"Oh shit El, that's serious. A fucking baby. Oh my God. No, oh my God, I cannot see you as a mother!" she exclaims

A soft blush creeps up on my cheeks and I shrug, "Well, we've been together for a while, we're pretty serious, I don't know,"

I continue nibbling on my lip, looking at her expectantly, as if wanting her to make the final decision for me,

"El, are you sure you want to do this? It's such a huge...commitment and decision. Like you're making this human and bringing it into the world with someone, it's amazing, but you have to be sure," she warns me,

I feel the metallic taste of blood on my tongue and realise i had bitten through my lip, "I don't know Dani. I want to do all this, but I'm so petrified, you know? I mean you know what Louis is like..."

She nods, shrugging, "I don't know what to say El, but it's your decision hun,"

I frown, clenching my jaw, "I know, that's why it's so hard,"

"I have to go babe, I'll call you later, okay?" she tells me, rising from the kitchen stool in my kitchen

"Okay," I sigh, giving her a quick hug, before letting her out and closing the door

I go into the kitchen, popping myself some popcorn and rubbing my head, a headache arising as a sigh escapes my lips. I feel pure exhausted and just worn out. I begin to feel a tingling sensation in my left arm. I push it to the back of my head, taking my popcorn out of the microwave before it burns, and adding a handful of salt to it, shaking it around in the bowl and going into the sitting room, flicking on the tv. Half way into KUWTK, Louis walks in,

"I'm back," he calls through the apartment,

I don't bother replying, I'm just so tired and sore everywhere.

"Eleanor?" Louis questions, coming into the sitting room and sitting beside me,

"Hey," I force a smile,

"Are you okay?" he questions, gently pushing a strand of hair out of my face. I smile back at him, nodding,

"Yeah, just a bit sore and tired,"  I bit my lip,

"Are you sure?" he requestions me,

I nod, resting my head into his shoulder, an uneasy feeling lying in the pit of my stomach.

I remove my head from his shoulder, picking up the remote and switching off the tv, turning to him,

"Louis?" I ask,

"Yeah?" he replies, a look of concern planted on his beautiful face,

"About having a baby..." I bite my lip,

"Yeah..."

I inhale sharply, "Are you...are you sure we're ready for this?" I ask,

Louis lets a small smile creep onto his face, gently pulling my lip out from between my teeth, "Eleanor," he starts, holding my hands in his and looking into my brown eyes, "If you aren't ready for this, I understand. It's a huge thing and I realise how scary it is, especially for you, and I would never, ever push you into anything like this, ever, I need you to realise that, okay? If you want to wait another month, two months, two years even! It's all fine, because I know that you'll always be there by my side and I couldn't imagine it any other way. The only thing that would break me, is if you weren't with me every step of the future, because you are my future, I want you to stay with me forever and always, and I want to be with you through thick and thin, because without you, I'm not sure what I'd be," he takes a deep breath, my eyes welling up with tears. But nothing prepared me for what came out of his mouth next

"I wanted to do this big thing when I asked this, make a big scene, but you are my princess Eleanor, and I never want to be without my princess. Will you please, do me the absolute honour, of staying with me forever and always, and becoming my wife, and marry me?"

My eyes widen, a lump arising in my throat as I cover my mouth with my hands, riping them out of his,

"Oh my God...Louis," I breath, 

"Is that a no...?" his voice drops,

I shake my head, tears falling down my face at an astonishing speed, "No you idiot, it's an absolutely,"

He wraps his arms around me, cutting off my air supply in a bear hug, repeatedly kissing my cheek,

"Louis," I grin, my arms secured around his neck,

"Mmm?" his eyes have huge crinkles on the sides, as his grin widens,

"Let's have a baby," I smile, kissing his nose,

"For real?" he questions

"For real," I nod,

"Are you sure?" he asks

I don't reply, I just connect our lips, as Louis lowers me back onto the couch.

Author's Note

guys can you please please please check out my 5sos/Michael Clifford fanfic? it's called WiFi, please :) I'd be buzzed ;)

Okay so yeah this happened... sorry this chapter is so crappy btw but stardoll.....

Love ye petals,

niamh xxx