OneShots 2.0

Safe sounds

(So this will have angst, kinda much of it, so ye if you don't like pls don't read)

This chapter is for varave
I hope you enjoy :]

Bucky PoV
Everything was getting to much again. Steve and Tony had started a fight over something that I do not remember. They got louder and louder and when I wanted to say something they had yelled at me. As they saw the scared expression on my face the wanted to apologise, but the pumping of my heart drowned everything out. I ran to my room. I locked the door and feel to the floor shivering as memorie after memorie of HYDRA started to flood back into my head. Then my flesh hand started to shake. The cold metal arm was just sitting there. It scared me, freaked me out to the point where I started to rip it of my shoulder. I tugged and pulled until it ripped of with a crunching or ripping noise. I smashed it into the wall next to me where it got stuck. Blood was pouring out of my body. Not much but still enough to make me dizzy after a few moments. I ran to the bathroom and looked at the damage. My shoulder bone, or atleast what was left of it, was exposed and there where nerves and veins visible. It what pure horror to look at but I couldn't get my eyes away from it. Then my whole body started to shake violently and I feel to the ground.

Steve PoV
I was still arguing with Tony when FRIDAY loudly interrupted us. "It seems as if Mr Barnes has collapsed and is showing signs of a sewer panic attack. He is losing blood at an alarming rate! He needs medical attention emidiatly, Mr Banner has been notified but he can't get the door open." (And befor anyone says that he could use hulk, no, he won't cus it could end in even more chaos!) I started running to Buckys room emidiatly. Right when I got there I saw Bruce trying to open the door by slamming his body into it. He looked at me with panic and tear filled eyes. I came over to him and started to ram into the door aswell. After 3 tries it crashed and Bruce emidiatly went to the bathroom that Bucky was in. I stepped in and when I saw Buckys shacking body on the floor I felt a sick feeling. I wanted to throw up by the sight of his shoulder. It was as if everything was going into slow motion. Tony ran over and got me out of the room. Bruce was struggling to help Bucky. I think that is when I blacked out.

(Sometime later)

I woke up again. I had no idea how much time had passed. Tony was sitting next to my bed with a hurt and sad expression. "T-tony?" I muttered. He emidiatly looked at me. He got up and hugged me. I just let it happen. I don't know for how long we stayed like that. Then when he let go he broke me the news. "Bucky is in a coma. Bruce isn't sure if he'll survive. I'm sorry." In that moment, in that very moment, my world collapsed. I couldn't lose my best friend, my partner, my heart! No! NO, not like this!

For the following days I visited Bucky in his room. Whenever I was there I played our favourite songs. One more light, new divide and toxicity. I would hold his hand and didn't let go of it until I left. Then at the 8 day I was going to his room, thats when I heard alarms. I saw Bruce rushing into the room. I looked in for just a second. The monitor for his pulse had flatlined. Just a continuous beeb. I screamed his name. It was all I could do in that moment. Tony was notified by FRIDAY and he came to get me away. He hugged me. He didn't force me to walk away. He just pulled me into a hug and I just went numb and followed him. After 4 hours and alot of hugs by some of the avengers Bruce finally came to the common area with some news. "Steve?" I stand up emidiatly preparing for the worst. "He's alive." Those where the words that I needed. I stayed with Bucky for the rest of his recovery. From that day on I swore myself that I would do anything to protect him and even if it would cost me my fucking life!