OneShots 2.0

I'm Sorry (alternative ending)

(WARNING! THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF ATTEMPTED SU¡C¡D3 IN THIS CHAPTER! IF THIS IS A TRIGGER TO YOU THEN PLEASE SO NOT READ! STAY SAFE AND TAKE CARE!!)

Steve PoV
I'm in my room reading a book when my phone buzzes indicating that I have received a message. I look at the screen the messages are from Bucky. I smile at the screen since it is only showing me that I have two new messages from Bucky. I open the chat and read them.

My love:
Steve, I'm sorry.
My love:
I really messed up, help me.

Steve:
What do you mean Bucky?
What happend??

My Love:
It got bad again.
Help

Steve:
Bucky what is going on?!
How can I help??

My Love:
Tony left his sleeping Pills in the kitchen.
Steve, help me

Steve:
BUCKY DO NOT TELL ME YOU TOOK THEM!
BUCKY PLEASE DONT TELL ME YOU TOOK THEM!
I'm on my way! Where are you?

My Love:
Bathroom.
I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I could stop myself.
The container is empty.
Steve please hurry.

Steve:
I'm almost there Bucky!
Hold on!
Bucky??
BUCKY?
BUCKY ANSWER ME PLEASE!

Steve PoV
I have never run this fast! I open the door to Bucky's room and run to the bathroom door. I knock. No answer. I bang on the door. Still nothing. I feel hot tears run down my face. I take some steps back and smash my shoulder into the door. The door swings open and I see Bucky on the floor. There is blood and spit running out of his mouth, he's pail and his eyes are closed. "BUCKY!" I pick him up bridalstyle. I rush to medbay whilst telling FRIDAY to inform Bruce about what is going on. As I finally reach medbay Bruce takes Bucky into a room. "Steve I'm sorry but you need to wait out here." He says. Then he rushes into the room and the door falls shut. After a few minuts Natasha comes running to me. As she sees me crying, sitting on the floor against the wall, she comes over and pulls me into a hug. She's crying, she doesn't do that often. She stays with me and just hugs me me. She is whispering something but I don't understand it.
(Time skip to a few hours later)
Natasha and I went to the commons area about an hour or two ago and have been sitting on the couch there. We are both still crying. The other people in the room are Tony, Sam, Clint and Thor. After Natasha explained the situation it all became quiet. That is until Bruce come into the room. We all look at him with hope and fear. Bruce took a second befor telling us, "He is very weak but he'll be ok!" I break out into tears once more, but they are tears of joy! I look at Bruce and he nods, so I get up and go to the room Bucky is in. I knock softly, from the other side I hear a weak "Come in." I gently open the door and walk inside the room. "Hey Bucky, how are you feeling?" He turns his head with a sigh. "Not to good." He looks away and with a sad quit tone says, " I'm sorry Steve, your probably so disappointed-" I shush him. "Bucky, I am not disappointed. But please promise me that you'll talk to a Professional about this." He nods. I visit him everyday until he is completely healthy again. After about a week into his recovery he saw his new therapist for the first time. She's a very sweet lady and Bucky feels comfortable around her. He's on his way to fully recover, physically and mentally. And I couldn't be prouder!