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              A whole month without Emmeline, I've looked everywhere, and I mean everywhere, I've searched this whole castle, every chamber, every hidden tunnel that nobody knows about, every garden and even every room in the burned part, surprisi...

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              A whole month without Emmeline, I've looked everywhere, and I mean everywhere, I've searched this whole castle, every chamber, every hidden tunnel that nobody knows about, every garden and even every room in the burned part, surprisingly some rooms are still standing, I don't know how!

Esmeralda, her friend said that they entered one particular room and drank some water but that doesn't make sense, no, believe me, I would've done it for Emmeline even if it sounds this stupid, but the problem is that this room is burned and there was no fountains or even a trace that it existed, she was definitely lying.

I've searched every house in the village and the forest, every gate every damn place, I've sent my man all over Atlanta, but she was nowhere, she never made it out of the gates and I'm sure of that because if she did I would've known, the united families have a device on the gates, I don't know how it works exactly, I've never understood the thing, it doesn't make sense if someone passes the gates it'll show me their name immediately, even if it's an outsider.

It can detect a person that left or entered the gates even without even being near them, I don't understand how, but it works, and I'm grateful that it was there, at least I know that my Emmeline is still here, the problem is where?

Even tho I'm sure she is still inside, I've sent men looking for her all over Atlanta, she didn't travel, her passport wasn't used, it's still here at home!

I don't know how I'm still this calm, maybe she changed me? But I don't know how I didn't go into an insane mood, I broke a lot of things not going to lie, but I didn't kill anyone, every time I lose my temper and someone pisses me off, I remember Emmeline so I just stop.

If Gabe wasn't with me, I don't know how I'll handle this situation, he is taking care of all the work, he is keeping me company and doing all his best to make me forget about it or just talk about her and all the plans we will be doing when I find her, he is forcing me to eat and annoying me!

Yes, annoying me!

But what is matters that he didn't give up on me, he is still here with me, helping me with everything, and I'm grateful that I have such a good friend.

I've been receiving these weird letters but I never bothered to open them, whoever is putting them there is going to pay!

I feel miserable, I don't want to get up or go anywhere, I didn't give up, I would never give up on my only light in this world, never, I'll search for her even if takes me one hundred years, I know she somewhere here, I can feel it, I sometimes feel like she is sitting right next to me, but I know that is nonsense, I've had nightmares of her being tortured multiple times, some other dreams are about her being with another man happy with a child, I know they are just nightmares and can't be real but it hurts, just thinking about them hurts.

I want to get up and go search for her but I don't feel like I have the energy to, a God damn whole month without her, why am I feeling like this? I've never cared for anyone let alone feel this miserable, I never cared for someone this much, maybe Gabrielle and my family yes, but not this much, I'm ready to kill every single soul if she asks for it, I'll fight for her until my last breath.

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