Dirty Little Secret | ✔️

Seventeen

We got up at the ass crack of dawn. I am so not a morning person, but Benny here thought it'd be smart to leave as early as physically possible.

I love him because he's so sensible, but I hate him at the same time because I just wanna sleep!

Wait, no. I don't love him. Not yet at least. No, we've got a good thing going, but love? We're not there yet.

Really, really, really like though? Yes.

I thought I loved Pat for so many years, that I don't really know what love is. He's turned out to be an absolute creep sooo, yeah. There's no way I'm giving up my heart that easily.

Ben gave me the wake-up call of the century this morning, so even though I feel like a crabby bitch, I still feel like smiling. How I'm even smiling through all of this? No fuckin clue.

We met with my parents and Aiden downstairs of the hotel, then were brought to some vip waiting area at the airport while they get the jet ready to go. It all feels so surreal. Like who am I? What is my life?

Aiden was playing some game on his phone, we made sure he took the sim card out and didn't have any wifi on so we can't get tracked. Hopefully.

My dad was reading some magazine while my mom's head rested on his shoulder. They are to be in better spirits today.

And me and Ben? We're just sitting here quietly. Ben was gazing out the window beside us. Me? Well... I can't stop looking at him. I know, I know I should be serious right now... But ever since this morning all I can think about it licking whip cream off of Ben's body. Specifically his dick. Maybe his nipples. Yummy. My mouths watering just thinking about it. A mouthful of whip cream and dick sounds fucking fabulous.

"What's on your mind, kitten?" Ben asked, making me lose my day dream. Damn him.

"Do you really wanna know?" I whispered into his ear.

He looked down my body, smirking once he saw the bulge in my pants.

"Hm, Someone's having dirty thoughts I see. So inappropriate for such a public place... What a little slut you are." He subliminally wrapped his hand around the back of my neck. I kinda wish it was on the front though. I wouldn't mind being choked by him.

"Cat got your tongue, kitten? I bet you're just craving for my dick inside your tiny little hole. Maybe if you're lucky, I'll let you have a taste of mine later."

Words. Need words. My mouth just went dryer than the Sahara desert. "I-- Mm - water?" I squeaked out.

"Did I really make you speechless? Wow, I never thought I'd see the day." Ben smirked, squeezing my thigh tightly.

I grabbed my water bottle from the ground taking a big swig of it. Why does he have to say things like that? My parents! They're right there! 

Maybe we could sneak away- No. Not happening.

"You coming baby boy?" Ben said, holding his bag in hand about to walk out to the tarmac.

"Huh? When did you get over there!" Oh god I'm so uncomfortably hard right now.

I picked up my carry-on, holding it over my dick, walking like I got a stick up my ass. Ugh. I wish I did. Maybe not a stick. That wouldn't feel too good, plus it's too thin. Dammit Ben now all I can think about are sexy times.

I stood beside Ben, holding his hand as we walked down the steps to the outside.

"Holy mother fucking shit sticks! This is yours? All yours?! Grey, have I told you I love you?! Actually I think I'm in love with your boyfriend! Oh my god this is the best!" Aiden shouted, running towards the sleek black  jet.